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Noah’s Starship
When I was 10 years old, my father had a creative project called “Noah’s Starship”. He wrote a story, and a soundtrack for it.
He wanted to make a movie, kinda like Jesus Christ superstar. With a soundtrack.
In this story, God decides to destroy the earth because it is running out of fuel. So Noah builds a starship, and floats above the earth just as the earth erupts into war, and bursts into flames.
The main refrain of one of the songs is “we are running out of fuel, we are running … out of fuel” (syncopated rhythm). My father wrote a lot of songs for it. He taught me the piano for the “we are running out of fuel song”. It starts slow, then gets quicker. Most of the music was piano + lyrics/singing.
When he landed, they found that new fuel had magically regenerated! And they could start over.
Note: He loved writing music (piano + vocals). Dad would often play the piano and sing for the family. Mum hated it, but I like listening to him play/sing. He taught me a lot of his songs.I loved a lot of his songs. He had clever chord structures. Music was a massively important part of my childhood, and of my relationship with my father.
Corporal Punishment
Misc discussion
Reframing
Posture
Literacy and the love of books
The concept of TINA
Reading Education
General education
Hypocritical Predator
Lewis Carol:
Just for fun
A link to the Wikipedia article about the John Frum cult. And cargo cults in general.
It is a good way to lead into questions about the differences between maps and territories, models and the things modelled? This topic is not for everyone.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Frum
If you are wise, you might just say, “there but for the grace of God go I” lol. But most people won’t get it. Dw about it if it doesn’t make sense. It isn’t meant as an insult.
Comparative ethnology is fun.
Waorani, Samia, Maori, Moriori, Quechua
These sort of societies can be fun to read about?
You can actually learn a lot through comparative anthropology.
Comparative religion, religious history are good too.
General history is great. (See my lectures list for ideas on studying individual countries like Japan, China, India, France, or events and periods like the America Revolution, American civil war, early modern England history, early Middle Ages England, Ancient Greek history). Of course my study is mostly western centric. But it is still pretty good.
History of science and technology is great.
The history of technology and the history of science are amazing!!?!?! Especially the history of the Industrial Revolution. Economic history is cool. And the history of labour movements is awesome. Also the semiconductor revolution.
History is a fantastic subject. It teaches humility lol
And and and!!!! Read about attempts to translate the Bible into other languages!!!! Like the Dayuma project!!
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Auca
You can learn a lot about human beings by learning about language and translation.
And read about the invention of the printing press, and the implications thereof. And of Martin Luther (the German one) and the 95 theses. The ottomans banned the printing press btw.
Read about the tech.
Read about the effect of ubiquitous access to the Bible in the common tongue (German, and then English).
And the flow on effects.
History of technology and science, and the flow on effects can be fascinating. The change in the technological basis of society can change to political, religious, and psychological basis of society. It isn’t just the economic mode of production (lolololol Marx 🙃🙃🙃😅🫠).
FWIW, Yes. I have read stuff about Marx, and he was (and is) on my to read list. Along with other socialist/communist books. Including non Marxist works.
History of cults, and “new religious movements” is cool too. See Hassan, but also see other books (and audiobooks) on the History of cults. The history is the important bit!!
History of the Christian church is fun too. (I haven’t read the linked work, but I have read other works of history.
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History of Ivan, my paternal grandfather
Ivan Brody-Solt
Misc stories
Marriage:
Accusations against Ivan Brody-Solt:
Personal background:
A bit of history
Tiny bit more history:
A few more for the books list
Why I talk about China and the great famine
More about Tomoe Takahashi:
Psychological concept: projection
Moving house:
Amanda wanted a baby:
Tried to quit your set multiple times:
Editing: and curation:
Dumb theories
Misc into dump:
Christianity and lust:
Indoctrination into their sex ethic
Micromanaging conversation, and therefore inner dialogue:
Images held in your head
On war
Women:
Indoctrination
Analogy about malls
Some hints towards political views when at 5 weka road, at twentyish:
Economics
Some misc stuff
Mind, body, heart, soul
I might find their heart and soul to be repugnant, but their bodies desirable.
How could any decent person harm me as much as they have?
But I could work around it for the sake of social and societal harmony (and keeping the peace…). Paul, Xi et al creates a rube Goldberg device, as part of a business syndicate (sort of). And maybe I can work around it, to create a solution?
Grace: Yes, she’s attractive to me. She’s cute, I want one. In fact, I’d take two if I could get them.
Disambiguation: Regarding Grace back in Khandallah, a person might be physically desirable, but looking at a picture of them might not be physically arousing. And the rules were “get turned on” and “feel sensations”. The whole “I want you to want me”.
Explain and describe: indoctrination into their sex ideology, a history
I had to “fuck” them, instead of “sleep with them”
I had to want “lust” “sin” “debauchery”
The “Doctor”: “You need to do anal sex five times per day just to survive.” This is because I am an “angel” - and they want me to be less of an “angel” or unicorn.
There was a lot of “coaching” to help me “want” them more…
They wanted me to be mean, instead of nice??
They were extremely dogmatic about the use of the word “fuck”. It is a more aggressive term than “sleep with”.
They were also very dogmatic about the use of the word “want”. Instead of “would like to”.
I would have preferred to use language such as “I would like to sleep with them”, instead of “want” and “fuck”.
They were also very dogmatic about the word “hot” to describe women that I “want”. I hate the word hot. I would prefer to use words like beautiful, gorgeous, cute, pretty, lovely. Or terms like physically attractive, basically attractive. Or hyperbole such as perfect, amazing, fantastic. I loathe having to use the term hot (although it does have its place). I usually like to understate things.
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Imagination and “want”
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On a kinaesthetic level…
The level of suffering was much worse than people have been led to believe.
// my wording is just not good enough here
One: Things were worse between 2016 and 2022 that you might think.
Two: Also, from the moment they choose to release me, I estimate that it will take an estimated 12 months to recover.
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Possible vision:
Maybe, maybe, maybe?
Some time in the future…
5-6 women in my life “evil girlfriends”. And I’m chilling in a normal place, in a normal house, with flat ground around me. I have hidden many of the posts in my blog. I’m healthier, and getting fitter. And retraining my mind (like reading books, revising old academic stuff, practising sums, practising piano or anything). I’m not properly studying, or designing things yet.
Things are chill
Umm. I need an extended period of time to do nothing much??
Note:
One evil girlfriend claims to be a win, another claims to be a whatever, and one seems minimally evil.
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A short discussion on the topic of theory of mind?
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Random story telling about math:
University
I chose to do a commerce degree at university because I was good at math, statistics, economics and accounting in high school. I believed that there was good money for people who studied things like finance and accounting, so I took a degree in commerce, majoring in accounting and finance. I was good at it, and enjoyed it. I was leaning towards finance over accounting towards the second year, because I missed not doing more maths.
I had to drop out at the start of the third year due to poor health. And then took the year off to hopefully improve my health, which was awful. And then I tried to get back to study at the start of the next year. And I managed to get through 6 weeks before I dropped out due to continuing poor health. And that was it for formal higher education. I also did a lot of reading over the years. And then listened to a large number of free lectures from openYale (please see “books I have read” for more information).
I dropped out twice.
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I looked at studying either science or engineering beforehand, but ultimately decided on commerce.
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To be able to move is really important to me:
Here are some things that I might have enjoyed doing from age 18 until today 36 years old: basic examples…
Basic casual sports, for fun and fitness: table tennis, hockey, touch rugby, badminton, casual soccer, tag bull rush, chain tag, climbing trees, flag/tag rugby, archery, crossbow target shooting, air gun target practice, handball, obstacle course, non-stop cricket, softball, baseball, a tiny bit of bouldering and indoor climbing, roller blading, snowboarding. I really love basic casual table tennis. It would have been better that I hadn’t given up table tennis.
Basic casual martial arts, and training derived from it, a smattering:
Muay Thai, Boxing, Karate (kata, mostly), Kung Fu (stances and sequences), Kendo, Fencing, HEMA (sword and buckler, polearm). Simply being able to hit/punch/kick bags, focus mitts, and Thai pads, is really satisfying. Doing really good kicks to Thai pads is amazing. And knees as well. I loved it when I was younger.
Dance: rock n roll, and some misc (a tiny bit of ballroom and Latin, maybe something modern/contemporary).
Yoga + stretching: stuff like crows pose, downwards facing dog, ability to touch my toes comfortably, good control over, and strength in my “core muscles”.
Tons of walking, especially in scenic places. But also to daydream. Walking while daydreaming is one of my favourite things in life.
Gymnastics: I’d have liked to have done a front lever when younger. Tightrope walking, juggling, basic tumbling, hand stand pushups etc. And a cartwheel, walking on my hands maybe. Not hardcore gymnastics though. I can’t even do pushups or squats now, or lift weights. Or do anything.
But I was denied any access or ability to do that that sort of thing for 18 years. And I can’t do them now. It is awful. Eighteen years of health being denied to me. It sucks.
Ummmm. And even if I recover and rehabilitate, I won’t be able to do much. Or at least not as much as I want to. I have had 18 years of problems. Including the six years of torment 2016-2022. And also the years of “many problems” 2011 to 2016.. (please see some of my other pages).
Even if I am allowed to recover, some of the damage is likely lasting, and quite significant. Rehabilitation will probably take one full year, and I will probably never fully recover from the cumulative 18 years of problems.
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If I get a fair bit better, I’ll want to do a small proportion of this sort of stuff.
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Education and lifelong learning:
To get fit/healthy, once I have safety, peace and quiet:
Luo Ji
Will Durant and philosophy
A misc quote I like
Macarena:
Background for access to technology, disambiguate:
Back in Copthorne, I had really wanted to escape. Off switch for the game. This was before the bad thing was done to me physically. I kept asking, is there an off switch? How do I escape from the situation?
I asked over and over again. How do I get out??? I wanted to be safe!?
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What is a philosopher?
General Information about Xi Jinping’s family:
Add value:
Good ideas, inventions etc
Inventing things,
Gadgets like: Reacher grabber, snap on snap off heads, air fryer, blast steamer, reacher with lever action clamp and good construction quality, gripper dressing stick with thumb swisher control
Computer equipment, such as the: kung fu training dummy, video game controller
Physical culture ideas, such as the “Sub critical obstacle courses”, various on ramp programs and training methods
Policy, such as: good drug policy, meth policing, pot cafe
But can defer to others sometimes.
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Global capital and international finance are still in control. And they maintain control via the military industrial complex of the United States of America. The military industrial complex includes the (spaceX) LEO satellites, as well as cell towers, and other forms of em (electromagnetic) force projection (in the form of surveillance and nervous system interference).
Once the sex dries up, will they just control people with em pain?
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A
Body weight squats
Body weight lunges
Calf raises
Bent dumbbell rows, not too much weight
Lat pull downs, in moderation
Bicep curls
B
Planks
(Rugby sit ups, when I am able) - sit up, then elbow to alternate knee (lifting knee slightly) rinse repeat
Push ups, not too many, maybe wall pushups at first
Delt raises
Dumbbell shoulder press
Mondays and Thursdays do A
Tuesdays and Fridays do B
In the evenings, some kung fu stances, until competent in them.
Maybe stretching. Find a YouTube video.
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Three interesting people:
Mai Zedong: collectivisation of agriculture, starvation, cultural revolution
Deng Xiaoping: special economic zones, market reforms
Currency and central banking:
There was also some finagling and mollywoodling of currency stuff along the way…
I don’t fully remember how it worked.. but China engaged in weird banking/currency/central banking stuff (with the implicit consent of the West) to artificially boost their manufacturing and export sector.
I ripped this from Wikipedia:
Until 2005, the value of the renminbi was pegged to the US dollar. As China pursued its transition from central planning to a market economy and increased its participation in foreign trade, the renminbi was devalued to increase the competitiveness of Chinese industry. It has previously been claimed that the renminbi's official exchange rate was undervalued by as much as 37.5% against its purchasing power parity.[5] However, more recently, appreciation actions by the Chinese government, as well as quantitative easing measures taken by the American Federal Reserve and other major central banks, have caused the renminbi to be within as little as 8% of its equilibrium value by the second half of 2012.[6] Since 2006, the renminbi exchange rate has been allowed to float in a narrow margin around a fixed base rate determined with reference to a basket of world currencies. By 2015, the IMF assessed it as suggested to be no longer undervalued.[7] The Chinese government has announced that it will gradually increase the flexibility of the exchange rate. As a result of the rapid internationalization of the renminbi, it became the world's 8th most traded currency in 2013,[8] 5th by 2015,[9] but 6th in 2019.[10]
If you look into it, and read between the lines, and have a decent understanding of basic economics, it is all pretty interesting.
I can’t remember though. Something to do with debt, balance of trade, and inflation.
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Accounting and debt
“China has made progress in developing national balance sheets, concerns remain about the reliability and transparency of the data. Investors and analysts need to be aware of these issues and exercise caution when interpreting China's economic data.”
Ummm. Chinese SOEs are heavily in debt (I think), and local governments are very heavily in debt. I don’t even know how they handle land values/prices.
Take Chinese economic data with a grain of salt? I guess?
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Quote :
"The smell of banks is always pleasing, don't you think?" said Vetinary. "A mixture of polish and ink and wealth."
"And ursery", said Moist.
"That would be cruelty to bears. You mean usury, I suspect. ..."
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My answer is that I studied economics at university, and I learned about the four Asian tigers:
This is from wikipedia:
“The Four Asian Tigers are the developed Asian economies of Hong Kong, Singapore, South Korea, and Taiwan. Between the early 1950s and 1990s, they underwent rapid industrialization and maintained exceptionally high growth rates of more than 7 percent a year.”
I also have heard about some Korean history from a geopolitics lecture series a while ago. And a few miscellaneous books.
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If you put some one in shackles/manacles for 6+ years (2016 - 2022), to such an extent that they hey cannot shave, bathe, or wash properly, and are therefore filthy. Is that not torture?
Would it okay to support, or ally with someone who does that sort of thing? Is it okay to be associated with such things?
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A good politician is like a proctologist, they both deal with arseholes all day, but you still don’t want to shake them by the hand.
But if ever you need one, you hope they are a good one.
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Dumb/fun idea: infinitely reversible, tubal ligation implant, administered by ai robot, under local anaesthetic. Can reverse it using rfid device (in hospital).
Uses your own dna to grow a spare muscle valve and nerve tissue in a vat. + 3d printer. It is controlled using an implanted microscopic computer chip (controls the nerves around the valve). Turn computer on/off via PIC chip in the hospital.
“Insert a robot controlled valve into the fallopian tubes.”
/ science fiction idea
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Is the solution to the carrying capacity problem: idiocracy, or davinci + Edison. Make ppl dumb for control, or use smart people to solve problems.
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Good faith + integrity: Helps with avoiding PR issues
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Fun ideas, just ideas.
Rule of law
Democracy
Autonomy
Radical self ownership, economic (at the level of the nation state)
[what if nz owned itself, independently of the international financial system of banking and capital]
Good platforms, genuine open conversation (like “free expression”, as protected by the nz bill of rights, but a little different
Appropriate value being placed upon the written word
Physical Means of production are on nz soil, owned by nz somehow owned, partially agnostic on structure. Eg, factories, extractive industry, clothing manufacturing, smelting, car parts, electronics, pharmaceuticals, food processing etc. Can do much of stuff in house, international trade can’t have you over a barrel as easily if you can just do a lot in house. Also, robot factories.
Don’t trust anything the system tells you. What comes up must come down. If anyone uses the word “post scarcity” idk idk. Study the History of the Industrial Revolution you want to understand. Life and history get weird.
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Disambiguate:
Hip hop and rap weren’t my preferred genre of music, but I was always willing to give anything a fair go (even techno, opera or country). And I found that some hip hop and rap is okay. Some is pretty catchy. It still isn’t my preferred genre. For example (Bonnie and Clyde, candy shop, CREAM). Or the nz stuff scribe, stop drop and roll etc.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Development_economics
Fun ideas in economics. Take everything in economics with a grain of salt.
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I couldn’t do anything in Khandallah when Lily + Les came over. Not without thinking about it. You couldn’t even sit and talk.
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Philosophy:
Diogenes is fun:
https://classicalwisdomkids.substack.com/p/learning-from-diogenes-the-dog
Laozi is cool too.
https://www.with.org/tao_te_ching_en.pdf
Voltaire and Durant are awesome as well. (I fail to agree with Voltaire through. And I have mixed feelings as to Durant). I also had a liking for Ayn Rand stuff?
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Dumb random quote I found somewhere
It is a Barnum and Bailey world,
just as phony as it can be,
But it would not be make-believe
if you believed in me
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Hitchhikers guide is a cool book.
By Douglas Adams
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// half written thing about health and doctors
Doctors and the health situation
Be careful, it isn’t ready
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In the west once the Industrial Revolution increased productive capacity, the people used the labour movement (strikes and other organised movements) to gain an 8 hour working day, among other things. Like better wages. Look at the history. Look at the history of labour in the UK, look at it in NZ and look at it in the USA. “History of labour movement” and history of 8 hour working day. I didn’t explain it well.
8 hours work, 8 hours leisure, 8 hours rest.
Then people could use some of the leisure time for education. Working class schools and education facilities crossed up automatically.
Self education was extremely common (from books) also.
Ps: if you want to understand where the productive capacity comes from in society, look at the Industrial Revolution by “Patrick N Allit” on amazons great courses or a book on the Industrial Revolution. Also: I read a book on the “green revolution”. Norman Ernest Borlaug
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If you want to be dangerous (and have a university type of tertiary education) try reading a book on the club of Rome and Mao: the unknown story.
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Also fun:
The Mystery of Capital: Why Capitalism Triumphs in the West and Fails Everywhere Else
Book by Hernando de Soto
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Smart idea from Finland:
https://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-22751415.amp
Also,
Semi compulsory parenting courses? Idk
Maybe link it to tax breaks for the first year of a child’s life.
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//first draft, very poorly worded because I’m unwell
I wanted to make peace
Back in Raine Street, there was a point in time where I had learned a bit more about “foundation” and how it worked. I understood the structure better. It is kind of distributed throughout the population. It is not a total top down billionaire + corporation + banking/finance system.
There are these “philosopher king”, “foundation”, “beagle”, “vrill”, “nail hammerers” distributed throughout the population, like a caste, or oligarchy, kind of like the alpha class in Brave New World, or the Inner Party in 1984.
I’ll call them “foundation” or “philosopher kings” gone wrong. Or “evil foundation” lol
I learned about them, and wanted to make peace. Might be unethical to destabilise their system.
To make matters more complicated, foundation is trying to do a re-org of human civilisation to respond to issues like environmental degradation, long term resource scarcity, and over population (I.e. carrying capacity and other club of Rome stuff).
Given that these people are an integral part of human civilisation, is it an ethical and or moral act to attempt to destroy foundation? Ummm. Is it ethical to use “reverse social engineering” to destroy it? For example, a few court victories, a good story, published in the media, as a way to give me a platform to release my theories of reverse social engineering to the world (so that they can then use the theories to destroy it).I also think that it is too arrogant for me to assume that I can actually destroy it, even if I tried (the system that makes the caste/oligarchic thing work).
Is it ethical to do something that would cause massive instability at such a time as a re-org in the face of massive environmental issues… to destabilise an immoral system at the wrong time may in fact be an immoral act.
To join feels unethical to me, because they are cruel to other people? They bully, so badly.
But then I wanted to parley and negotiate?
But they wouldn’t let me.
That was just my first draft. It is too arrogant, I know. But I’ll rewrite it later.
I wanted to make peace
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Disambiguate eviscerate: ummm, i wanted to put him in timeout tbh. Or a force field around myself.
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Tried laying down progressive relaxation, aka Yoga Nidra. I don’t recall if it was from John Kabat Zinn (full catastrophe living, mbsr) or not. But it was laying down meditation, of a few kinds.
It made me feel unwell.
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I moved it
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Btw, I think my psoas+iliacus have been janky since infancy (see “how did I get this way part one)
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The Barbra Streisand effect, named after singer Barbra Streisand, is a phenomenon where an attempt to hide or censor information online results in its increased visibility. Essentially, efforts to suppress something online, like a photograph or a statement, paradoxically lead to more people learning about it.
My parents ran heavily endebted small businesses when I was growing up.
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Define: bork
To misconfigure, break, or damage, especially a computer or other complex device.
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Iliacus + Psoas
Long term artificial tightening of the iliacus and psoas borks the hips/pelvis region.
Deactivates the glutes/quads a bit. Sort of, over time. Thus weakens your posture, and worsens your walking gait. Pelvis and ankles and feet are affected. Also it just deactivates stuff around the hips and pelvis region, in a generalised vague way.
It takes time. But it sucks. And it has a long term effect.
I’ll talk about it more later.
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[umm. When stuff is not so good with your hips and pelvis, the arms and back compensate a bit. I have often used my upper back to compensate. It’s really difficult to explain]
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By the way, my “minds eye” has been damaged.
My capacity for visualisation is kind of blackish. Like, the light levels have been turned down badly. I just can’t picture stuff in my mind as well as I used to. Still have some capacity, just less good.
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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noli_turbare_circulos_meos!
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If you like viewing stuff in the past: can view that dinner, later breakfast with Lesley and Amanda at the same venue (outside), where I had black pudding. Or where I play what a wonderful world on piano at 17 in Linwood Drive (I used to be okay ish at piano).
Some guys looked at my past, where I tried to fix some stuff in the garage at weka road. And I just couldn’t do well, because of a sore back (tightened inner torso muscles).
Are people able to see the time I went to that restaurant? The last time I went out with friends? The one that celebrity viewed? Because I couldn’t even enjoy a meal out with friends??
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Repost on reading:
The technology of reading changes you.
30 minutes a day of almost literally anything works. Novels, non-fiction, short stories, essays. Try to find something with good English. The quality of language matters. PG Wodehouse, Terry Pratchett, Lord of the Rings, Kazuo Ishiguro, Ray Bradbury, Murakami, Vonnegut, Catherine, biographies of entrepreneurs, scientists or whatever. Histories, whatever.
Cut the lowest 20% of quality from your reading list. For example, Ready player one doesn’t make the cut, because the writing is so poor. Not does
The technology and activity of reading literally rewires your mind. It improves your capacity for abstract thinking and verbal reasoning. It is one of the most powerful (and simple) technologies out there.
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// Bump/edit post from ages ago
Maybe people should:
Have conversations, using words
Form a relationship, using words
Before using enough force to CRIPPLE a man.
Back at 6 Raine Street:
1. I wanted a GOOD FUCKING LAWYER
2. I wanted my father off of the case, I did an open letter on phone.
3. I wanted my body to be strong enough to do whatever I needed to do.
Please use words, like a reasonable man, instead of trying to control me with force.
If you are nice to me, we can negotiate like reasonable people. We still might disagree, but it is a start.
Please be careful with people like Paul. They lie constantly. They can fool you. And they escalate conflict often.
I can’t put this in the other one… I mean the other page…
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Friday, 6th June
I’m trying to analyse what happened for all of those years (age 27 to 34ish)
What happened ? Age 27 - 33
I think that someone infiltrated my nervous system via telco tower, then hijacked my nervous system, to tighten my back muscles and to keep my back muscles tightened long term. I think they remained “inside” my nervous system for years, maintaining tightness. That is probably why I was so unwell for those seven years. My tentative theory at least. I think that Joseph (Matthew, maybe paul, Siobhan tooki shifts sometimes) infiltrated my nervous system, tightened my back muscles (longissimus) and kept them tight for years. By shifts, I mean all day long. Every day. Which… kept me locked into a horrible state for years.
A state that I couldn’t escape from… you cannot fix that problem until the person untightens things.
Is that how it works? I honestly don’t quite know.
They took shifts?! To maintain the tightness of my back muscles for years??!?!
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I like normal looking houses. This is for style.
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Anti safetyism
“Make playgrounds dangerous again”
Adventure playgrounds should be built in all normal towns. Fenced off. But you need an app to help you to get in, because there is electronic gate. Age restrictions, or supervision rules. Government funded.
[Children 10+ allowed, 7-10 only with close parental supervision.]
Silly, but I always thought they should exist. Playgrounds in nz are way too safe. When I was a child, I always wanted them.
Playgrounds of the type that are 2+ stories high made of bare wood, logs, cargo nets, slides, swinging bridges etc, I forget the details. Climbing ropes and walls.
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My mum wasn’t a “safety ist”. she bought me power tools at 8 years old. Including a jigsaw with oscillating blade.
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I loved the podcast “triangulation” when i was 2012-2016. Interview podcast are good.
I played a ton of RuneScape when I was young.
Loved worms, leiro.
The sims
C&C series
Hl1 engine games
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Bunny hop - example from half life, not natural selection
First natural selection video bunny hop 5:52, 7:58 one from your pov, one from the other guys 8:28, 9:48
Terror natural selection video
Also played tons of Diablo 2 and the sims at about the age of 12/13/14. Heaps of both, so whatever lol. And dumb games like majesty I had all of the expansions for the sims. I loved it. My online username used to be sims126 for other things. I wasn’t supposed to play violent games? So I loved the sims. I had to hide my Diablo 2 habit from my mum 🫠😂.
I got into fps a little bit later.
I also played RuneScape, and hung out on the off topic forums.
Ps: Jump, strafe, waggle your mouse. Bind jump to mouse wheel. Need decent mouse and mousepad
In 2009 I was playing natural selection, reading books on criminology and economics. I still come up with ideas sometimes
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Monty python:
Anyone for tennis - used to be in joke with brother/family
Mr creosote - used to be what I thought was the funniest scene in any movie
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I liked durant for philosophy: he was kind of an observatist (my word). Looks at things from the point of view of the whole. Interconnected of human thought and experience. philosophy and history together.
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4:07pm
Hoops I tried jumping through:
In Ashburton, I wanted to be left alone, so that my mind and body might be safe. I tried to quit by saying that I don’t want it.
I also tried to quit after the Robyn thing.
I also tried to jump through a bureaucratic hoop to get the “magic wand”, by sleeping with Dasha.
Basic social psychology textbook, psych 114, from a uni, read it, take notes, and google stuff. (write questions in your notes, and get answers to your questions from an encyclopedia/Wikipedia/google. That is how you do intro to psych) Read for only 15 minutes per day.
Then do intro to law from your localised equivalent of the NZ open polytech: LES501 Introduction to the Legal System
Or the ACCY 130: Accounting for Accountability and Decision Making equivalent (it used to be accy111, then it got split into 130 and 131)
Then maybe 2-3 history courses from openYale
Other misc:
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Other random idea: government shall not rent airspace and electromagnetic/radio spectrum to foreign powers, or foreign registered entities. Can only be rented to companies and other entities registered in New Zealander. By petition, straight into part of some sort of constitution. Nz constitutional law is weird btw?
Maybe can do tort law for misuse of spectrum by nz entities, registered companies? But start special court, with lower level of evidence. Like “the court of electronic law”, same level as district court. Appeals feeds through to high court. Kind of like family is parallel to district court.
Ps: updated not a hivemind guy and referendum questions
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This is Armenian Radio; our listeners asked us: “What is a Soviet musical duet?”
We’re answering: “It's a musical quartet after a trip abroad.”
https://www.johndclare.net/Russ12_Jokes.htm
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I love tea, but I’m not a connoisseur?? I’m not that knowledgeable?
Note: I just ordered some Yunnan Yellow, 2022, online, 200 grams. I hope it is good.
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The floors are a carefully engineered and designed “product solution” for keeping David hurt and injured.
There were a few things I said in Ashburton about quitting that are worth mentioning. About “not wanting xyz”. And also, fwiw, I also did manage to get laid in Christchurch, which should have been “magic wand” + geas lifted, and then healthy!?
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**Sometimes**
In some ways:
I treated their beliefs as some kind of sex religion, and myself as an anthropologist. And i was trying to be culturally sensitive. I kind of half heartedly treated the fae/oligarchs as a primitive tribe in my head (like David Attenborough documentary narration).
But tbh, I just wanted to leave.
What sort of sex did you want to have? The kind of sex that occurs after w third date, once I am physically healthy and have a "normal capacity for movement"
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One of the dumbest things I ever did was that I ran head first into a brick wall, and then fell over.
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Used to LAN two tvs together to play 8 player halo 2 with high school friends. Sometimes more than 8 players, up to 12. Was a lot of fun. Was how I socialised. Or one of the ways. The other was youth group on fridays, or church on Sunday evenings, or youth group lunch on Sundays at lunch time.
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The squashy floors synergise with the psoas and iliacus problems to make me worse, and disguise the psoas/iliacus.
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My parents divorced so they could screw my life up!? They did it on purpose lol.
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I stopped being religious about 1 month before my spine was freedom oriented. Sometime in 2016. It’s kind of really sad.
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I used to like this sort of stuff when I was 14. I watched a lot of newgrounds when I was a kid. So much newgrounds. It was mostly comedy and action/violence. I was “generation internet”.
And xiao xiao stick man fighting
Potter puppet pals, badgers badgers, weeble and bob, idk, I forget
https://youtu.be/O3sexvJM5Go?si=kWqJ-V2K7pZE8U3F
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Women:
If you have a psycho stalker, you just want them to go away, right? And you want your friends to step in. Or law enforcement.
Or, what if you have a male celebrity friend, and he has a psycho female stalker. A total psycho. And she has all of this head canon built up about how their life relates to his life.
And this stalker does absolutely mental stuff like engage in self mutilation relative to the stalking.
Do you not just want your friend’s stalker to go away?
And what if the stalking escalates to violence?
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Stalking them for how long? 6 months, 10 years longer?
It is a thought experiment. Not a truth. I just want to stimulate thought.
Stalking since age 18, 20? Conspiring how many years??
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I’m actually too tired now to think, please don’t hold me to this:
I thought back in Raine street that the “set of people are “foundation” or Plato’s “philosopher kings” but that they had lost their way a bit? And become a little bit evil.
I thought they mistreated people, and that it was kind of awful??
But I also thought that it might not be moral to destroy them. Because if you destroy them, it might create a power vacuum and/or destabilise society.
It might cause massive instability!?
And at that point, “evil foundation” was rearranging society and controlling them, and reorganising the world economy, for the sake of managing the resource scarcity issue (oil, fertiliser, top soil, fresh water etc), as well as other general environmental/economic viability issues.
It seemed really dumb/unwise to intervene?
Am I also felt that to assume I could change it was a little arrogant.
The methods I might have used were based in “reverse social engineering” but honestly, you just figure it out as you go. (What I would have done back then, if I thought it was rights, is use my story, and a few court cases, to get publicity. Give the system a blood nose that way. And then release my ideas/principles in full. And then write up a few applications of my ideas/theories, before getting out of the way).
Is it moral to destroy a class of people who oppress the common people if destroying them might cause instability and chaos? Particularly just as the ”system” is trying to execute a plan for dealing with long term environmental/resource issues (see also, club of Rome)
Underlying material of D: genius, polymath, inventor, 186 etc. is it arrogant?
If you need (academic) example:
Dumb, easy example of rev soc eng:
Use binding referendum to make the radio New Zealander board of directors electable.
Other example: citizens buying groups
Other example: kiwi basic platforms
Other example: stickers, self replicating examples, people just copy when they see them. Use their own examples
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// cross posted to philosophy/paychology vocab
// not actual instructions, just hypothetical
Unrelated to previous idea
philosophical vocabulary:
Read up on John Nash, game theory, and the prisoners dilemma. Also, watch a Beautiful Mind. And then practise a few pencil and paper game theory problems. It will improve your capacity for abstract thinking.
Umm. Sometimes cooperation is a good idea. You just have a conversation?? Basic conversation is a really good start lol.
My first exposure to game theory was reading a book on the way to vic uni. I borrowed a book from the Paraparaumu public library.
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Misc quotes, and discursive thinking
I liked always liked this quote,
Civilization is a stream with banks. The stream is sometimes filled with blood from people killing, stealing, shouting and doing things historians usually record; while on the banks, unnoticed, people build homes, make love, raise children, sing songs, write poetry and even whittle statues. The story of civilization is the story of what happened on the banks. Historians are pessimists because they ignore the banks of the river.
Will and Ariel Durante
I liked Will Durant, on both history and philosophy.
At one point, Will Durant was my favourite philosopher.
Also, I have read his primer on philosophy and listened to the Amazon great courses lecture series: The Great Ideas of Philosophy, 2nd Edition - Daniel N. Robinson, 60 lectures. (Some people think I’m totally ignorant on philosophy 🤷).
I then fill in the gaps with an encyclopedia, or google. Or a few primers on a few basic philosophers. (And a tiny smidge of Marcus Aurelius and about half a book worth Nietzsche. And a slight smattering of Vonnegut, oh, and we did postmodernism day one in business school)
Will Durant, story of philosophy
If I had the energy and time, I might try reading something like Poststructuralism: A Very Short Introduction by Catherine Belsey.
Or short introduction to Heidegger
[to understand the postmodernism stuff.. at this point, a few short introductions to individual philosophers are okay. But wouldn’t bother. Just read a history of dictionaries, and a history of history, and you understand. Read Herodotus, and get the gist of the “invention” of history. Read a book about journalism, and understand the concept of source materials. And practise a bit of APA referencing. It’s not hard.]
“Durant conceived of philosophy as total perspective or seeing things sub specie totius (i.e., "from the perspective of the whole")” found quote online.
A note on history:
The Will Durant history of civilisation is good too, but I never finished it!? Just the first couple of volumes. Instead I just listened to full lecture series on history from openYale and great courses. Ummm. I also read sapiens (anthropology), and, guns germs and steel (geography). Soo. Yeah, whatever. And geopolitics etc. (fwiw, geography is legit)
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One reason why maybe wasn’t so keen in the past??
The women that did that thing [how did I get this way pt 2] to me are trying to force me to fight to have sex with them, so that they can make money.
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Referendum idea: that nz must not rent its airspace, or radio frequency spectrum to others. And must police its airspace and spectrum.
Govt shall create and maintain a monopoly on telco hardware such as towers and lines. For the sake of national and domestic security. As well as economic stability/security (But possibly not a monopoly in retail).
Wholesale and distribution and hardware (telco towers, residential and normal neighbourhood fiber cables)
[Possibly police it by means of scanning, monitoring and conventional civil law suits against satellite providers of technology] use police, or equivalent. Not military. Just sue whomever owns the satellites, if they use spectrum that doesn’t belong to them.
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Point three mollywaddle radio wave responsiveness turrets from the ground at the satellites. Triangulate.
This statement stimulates intelligent thought. It is not a fully created idea.
Point a telescope at the satellite. But it’s radio wave receiver satellite. It looks at em spectrum. And then push the molly waddle button on your em pusher magnetic beam interference ray. It is analogue. This is not an idea, just a fun stimulate thought idea. But make it a replicable DIY project. Imagine if every single 5 man team of physics and engineering students, with some other engineering support could make one? Every university globally can make one. To freak and buzz the satellites. Like phone phreakers. Just some thoughts. Only for the cognitive .01 percent. Hacker mentality. I’m not the boss of you. Information wants to be free.
You just scan the skies to find the glowing ball of electromagnetic radiation. And then you push general electromagnetic radiation at it. Like a laser pointer. It’s not that complicated??
Triangulate with your local friends. You can even molly waddle the local telco towers. Maybe 50 telescope beam pointers mollywaddlers per town. They’re fun. It’s a hobby, like phreaking.
Off the shelf parts? Less than 10k a piece. Grass roots.
If physicist, just create a one page infographic about how it might work, and share it. It ought to be cheap enough to replicate (design constraint)
Ps: in bill of rights, right to create scanners and disrupter beams shall not be infringed upon lol 😒
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Sandwich construction for faraday aircraft hangar/ warehouse.
Create virtualised faraday cage by double glazing with inch thick steel panels one metre apart, with copper wire strung between. Just an idea for the physicists?
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Ummmm. You don’t actually need any of this. It’s just me noodling about. “Showing my working”
Re: reverse social engineering
History:
250 hours of history lecture content from openYale, Stanford/Harvard(free courses)
150 hours of history content from Amazon great courses
300 hours of history podcasts and radio shows
Non-history aka general:
1000 non fiction books of any kind
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Ummm. But you still need at least two “lenses” to view it through. Eg: economics, accounting, sociology, law, criminology, architecture or whatever. It is multidisciplinary on top of the history stuff.
You need history + general knowledge, and then two-three lenses to view it through. For me, it is economics and accounting. With a tiny bit from criminology.
Do you just bypass philosophy and political theory? Tbh, idk?
Hacker ethos
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Kung fu flow:
https://youtu.be/z2D6_03eA04?si=USZ9KTq073VeEw9_
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// don’t take it literally. It’s not that kind of thing. And tbh, it’s not suitable for most people m.
What is reverse social engineering?
A hobby. The hobby of a philosopher.
(Or to borrow someone else’s term: sociology with a hacker ethos).
Analyse civilisation. Read history. Come up with hacks/interventions that disarm the control mechanisms. But also are good for the people!
Kind of like expelliarmus.
“Invent” tools: Create a toolkit, release it.
Way too simplistic though. Don’t take it literally.
It's only suitable and/or interesting for a minority of intelligent people.
Think of: thematic elements...
Multi disciplinary
Law
Accounting
Economics
Criminology
Sociology
Linguistics
Psychology
Total civilisation design and analysis
Look at civilisation As a whole, from a design perspective. While recognising that it is a "going concern".
Did changing the economic plan for society as a whole work?
Planned political economy?
If a centrally planned political economy doesn't always work, what if planners just modify the people instead?
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Deprogramming, reprogramming, of people. "Black box". Algorithm, body of work?
Optimise for what sort of people?
What sort of people does democratic society need/want?
What sort of people does "the system" aka globalist scientific management desire?
What structure of soul?
Maybe reverse engineer that, and see what you get?
Is it possible to deprogram people who have "system type" souls? And reprogram people into "democracy type" souls?
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Rewire, or short circuit, control mechanisms.
Study so much history it is leaking out of your ears. Non violence is usually better.
I’m not the boss of you. I can’t be bothered being the boss of you.
Perhaps people disarm the control mechanisms instead of trying to dominate the whole system.
Idea helpers:
Foundation - law of large numbers
Anti-fragile - systems, resilient
Liu Cixin- wall facer
Systems think - self replicating systems
Think mimetically, franchise, Pratchett malls (reaper man, discworld)
Neuromancer, wasps nest (whole book is good though)
99% invisible - design thinking
Freakonomics - rogue economist thinking
Open Yale lectures (epidemics, early modern England)
See also: movie “pay check”
“Reality space”
“Being state”
Number matrix, literal mathematical matrix
Don’t think top down, thing intervention in going concern. Or think horizontally?
Make sure you have something outside yourself that you love. Umm.
This is all I can suggest. It isn’t for the majority. But maybe it is inspiration for some. It could stimulate thought.
It requires large amounts of time day dreaming, and a lot of time studying history. You have to invent concepts etc.
Umm. That’s about it.
// umm, that probably isn’t all that useful to most people, but what is there is there
// for maybe 1/1000? Very small minority hobby
I’m leaving it deliberately vague
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// still a work in progress, draft, will cut the bit about methods overseas
Physical (and other) mistreatment: an open ended discussion
Does being held in an uncomfortable position for long periods of time cause suffering? And is it inappropriate? What if you’re being held in a position that is both uncomfortable and precarious by your own muscles? How long do you have to be held in this position for it to be considered severe, and highly inappropriate.
Some examples (lifted from the amnesty international website):
I’m not actually sure these are used in China:
Tiger bench
The individual’s legs are tightly bound to a bench, and bricks are gradually added under the victim’s feet, forcing the legs to bend backwards.
‘Diaodiaoyi’ (Hanging restraint chair)
A person seated in this restraint chair will be unable to lean back or have his/herfeet rest on the ground. The chest will be bound to a board while the hands are cuffed, rendering the entire body immobile.
Or iron chair, Or stress position. Like deep squat. Or walking on a soft surface.
Squashy ground:
The floor here is vinyl on top of something squashy.
Keeping me on squishy ground hurts my feet.
I have to brace my feet and ankles constantly, and hold myself stiffly to cope with the squishy floor.
This has a flow on effect to my spine and back.
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The restraints are on the inside of my body.
The iliopsoas is used as a restraint internally. To lock my body into a compressed position, and keep it that way.
It only works properly once you’ve broken the connection between shoulder blades and thoracic.
Yank on the restraint to cause pain/suffering every time you don’t do what you’re told.
Or a slight niggle when you try to sleep, or you stop talking…
This denies me the proper use of limbs, eyes, and breathing apparatus.
There are niggles to the part of my body that is broken (thoracic) to keep it broken. They keep yanking on spine via iliopsoas, to keep me broken
Being bothered physically every time you try to rest causes extremely severe sleep deprivation.
I can’t wash.
I can’t read easily, without back issues.
Basically in social confinement, and I’m suffering from lack of normal social interaction. Phone calls are a problem, due to pain.
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Date: around 30 June/1 July 2025
Books:
I used to keep lists of books that I have read. And I kept a list of every book I read from about 2009 to 2011. And I found that list in my email account (I email stuff like that to myself for safe keeping). I found that list 2 days ago. This is a selection of some books from that list. I can’t even remember reading some of them. From ages ago.. what is there is there..??
On Crimes and Punishments - Beccaria
Punishment and Deterrence - Andenaes Johanne
Crime, Culture and the Media - Eamonn Carrabine
Introduction to Criminological Thought - Trevor Bradley, Reese Walters
In the shadow of prison - helen codd
Drugs and Drug Policy - Clayton Mosher, Scott Akins
Race, Incarceration, and American Values - Glenn Loury
Smoke and Mirrors: The War on Drugs and the Politics of Failure - Book by Dan Baum
Capital Punishment: The inevitability of caprice and mistake - Charles Black
Built in NZ, the houses we live in - William Toomath
From Bauhaus to our House - Woolfe
Body, Memory and Architecture - Bloomer + Moore
Introduction to Building - Roger Greeno, Derek Osbourne, Routlege textbook (almost all of it), didn’t finish it though
Frank Lloyd Wright's Critical Writings in Architecture (excerpts)
Jane Jacob’s life and death of American cities
Do Polar Bears Get Lonely - New Scientist
The Dayuma Story - Rachel Saint
The truth about Organic Gardening - Jeff Gillman
A Concise History of Italy - Vincent Cronin
The English - Malcolm Billings
The Byzantine Empire - Robert Browning
Caesar and Christ 1,2,3 - W. Durant
A force of Nature - the frontier genius of Ernest Rutherford
If on a winter's night a traveller - Italy calvino
Gulliver's Travels
good gaming guide to good gaming - Jeremy ray
A History of NZ - Micheal King
Human Action - Ludwig von Mises
mort - Pratchett
colour of magic
light fantastic
eric/faust
jingo
the fifth elephant
wee free men
hat full of sky
wintersmith
carpe jugulum
Twilight
Added a few more, from same email:
What's there is there. Sorry. I am sooo tired.
Road to Serfdom - F.A. Hayek
The Fatal Conceit - F.A. Hayek
Millenium Series - Stieg Larsson
Economic Sophisms - Frédéric Bastiat
Theory of Money and Credit - Ludwig von Mises
Austrian Theory of the Trade Cycle and Other Essays - various authors
America's Great Depression - Murray Rothbard
Politically Incorrect Guide to American History - Thomas E. Woods Jr.
America's Great Depression - Rothbard
The Intelligent Investor - Graham, Dodd
Economic Thought Before Adam Smith - M Rothbard
Silmarillion
LOTR
The Hobbit - Tolkien
a place of my own - pollan
The curious cook - mcgee
Surely you're joking Mr Feynman
Mathematics - Making the invisible visible - Keith Devlin
6 wives of henry 8th - antonio fraser
The Botany of Desire - Pollan
Swiss Family Robinson
Success through Failure - Henry Petroski
Companion to the poor - viv, Gregg
I dared to call Him Father - Bilquis Sheikh
Perfect: Written English - Christ West
Economics in One Lesson - Henry Hazlitt
The Bible
Knights and Castles - Barnes
Umm. I edited some out.
Around 2009-2012 I wasn’t well enough to be in university, so I read books instead
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From other points in my life (not 2009-2011)
Expeditionary Force: Columbus Day, Craig Alanson + a few more expeditionary force - audio (kinda cheap and cheerful lol) I wanted to know what normal people read? I didn’t want to be a book snob!?
Bobiverse - audio
Winston First: The unauthorised account of Winston Peters' Career - Martin Hames
A bunch of Tom Clancy
Buffet - Lowenstein
Free to choose - Friedman Milton and Rose
New Science of Strong Materials - Je Gordon
Garden Party - Mansfield
Cat Poems
Wild Pork and Watercress - Barry Crump
Full Catastrophe Living - John Kant Zinn
Mao, the untold story, Jung Chang
Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything, And his podcast
Outliers - Gladwell
Tipping point - Gladwell
This Present Darkness - Frank Peretti
Piercing the Darkness - Frank Peretti
The Oath - Frank Peretti
See also “things I like page” for more books
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Borrowed from “things I like page”
I’ve had spinal/back problems since I was at least 23 that affected my ability to even lay down in bed and read, let alone study? And I didn’t know why at the time. They were related to abrade tech, and tightened inner muscles.
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Some societies hobble you by putting a weight on your ankle. A ball and chain. But in my case: The shackles and manacles are on the inside of my body instead of wrists and feet.
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Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still together on the way, or your adversary may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison.
Matthew 5:25
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https://philosophicalsociety.com/HTML/TheImportanceOfLoafing.html
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“sin is when you treat people as things, including yourself,". This quote, which appears in Carpe Jugulum, pratchett, emphasizes that objectifying individuals, whether others or oneself, is a fundamental wrong.
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I met Lou Gardiner a couple of times, at Amanda’s Nanas place.
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In medieval Europe, the crossbow was banned by the church. Weird lol!? Like a change in the rules of engagement.
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Amanda is an investigator for the Tertiary Education Commission. She was an investigator for NZQA and the Charities Commission, and taught both policing and criminology to the NZ police. She has a Bachelor of Arts from Victoria University (criminology), first class honours. Investigation, regulation and policing etc were topics of conversation. She’s on LinkedIn. I also did her university readings years ago and used to proofread her essays.
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Random idea:
P: swift, certain, 3 months in jail.
Way easier to get blood test.
“Disturbing the peace while under suspicion of being on P” = arrest and charge. If sniffer dog sniffs you, and reacts, this is grounds for getting a warrant from a judge for a blood test. If blood test = positive, you probably can land a conviction for the charge. 3 months is minimum and maximum sentence. It becomes much, much easier to convict. “Demand side” policing, not supply side policing. If the charges are low, and easy to get, then policing is easier. You convict more people faster. The deterrent effect is better with smaller, swifter and more certain punishment. If you can nail them faster and with greater certainty, it just works better. Based on blood test, not possession.
However, to maintain the “social contract” and fairness, you have to greatly reduce penalties for drug possession (for use) and make other changes so that the policy is appropriate… I.e. getting caught with the bag (little bag) is no greater than one year in jail… umm. [The major dealers are still hit really hard for big quantities].
The swiftness and certainty of punishment is the deterrent.
More tools in the tool kit for policing.
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29th June 2025
Build a platform in the trees/forest with ladder and safety railing. Do kung fu, yoga, and body weight and stretches on the platform.
Shinrin yoku. Taking in the atmosphere. And integrating your capacity for movement into it. So this for about 20 sessions cumulatively. Open ended, self directed. Not for the normals.
Read a book on shinrin yoku
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Silly idea for oddball eccentrics:
Psych engineering:
You do your own theology, philosophy
Ideology, and psychologically condition yourself in favour of your beliefs. And indoctrinate. But can outsource it to others.
The other person provides you with bespoke philosophy, theology, ideology, and psychological conditioning and indoctrination materials.
Or a corporation?
Idea just hinting at itself??
Ummm. Maybe custom pedagogy for a lot of stuff??
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https://youtube.com/shorts/je1fGLBz-94?si=jqnUFIVSfH2wHJrS
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War is a fantastic form of Keynesian stimulus and mild economic nationalism /sarcasm
Misc quotes:
“WAR is a racket. It always has been. It is possibly the oldest, easily the most profitable, surely the most vicious. It is the only one international in scope. It is the only one in which the profits are reckoned in dollars and the losses in lives”
“I spent 33 years and four months in active military service and during that period I spent most of my time as a high class muscle man for Big Business, for Wall Street and the bankers. In short, I was a racketeer, a gangster for capitalism. I helped make Mexico and especially Tampico safe for American oil interests in 1914. I helped make Haiti and Cuba a decent place for the National City Bank boys to collect revenues in. I helped in the raping of half a dozen Central American republics for the benefit of Wall Street. I helped purify Nicaragua for the International Banking House of Brown Brothers in 1902-1912. I brought light to the Dominican Republic for the American sugar interests in 1916. I helped make Honduras right for the American fruit companies in 1903. In China in 1927 I helped see to it that Standard Oil went on its way unmolested. Looking back on it, I might have given Al Capone a few hints. The best he could do was to operate his racket in three districts. I operated on three continents.”
//Take it with a grain of salt..
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Ummmm. Ideas like this are not foreign to me… I’ve heard of them before.. !? I’ve toyed with them mentally before!?! I’m just putting this here because someone wanted to talk philosophy. Ummm I don’t want the conversation right now though. The medium of communication sucks.
I have a vague encyclopedia level of knowledge of some of this stuff, and an intuitive understanding of some. I’ve done some wide reading on a variety of topics.. and I fill in the gaps with encyclopedias.
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+ video games, esp mock ups of video game mechanics
Examples only…
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Idea is sticker on lamp post, model for action. Idk. Participation. Just one tool in the toolkit. On box for scale.
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How about: slogan:
I love the free sex, but
don’t trust the system
It is all garbage !?!!!?! Avoid this page at all costs!?!?!
Apropos of nothing:
I found a piece of glass in my mouth from my morning cup of tea once.
Misc, quaint: https://images.app.goo.gl/Voc29VEhQMd9C6LM7
It was nothing, but it was cute?
Strawberry growing operation, small house. Semi Japanese style. But Japanese Disney land was cool too.
// no wager
https://images.app.goo.gl/YYiuB5NGBoWCyYWR6
Style of building
Vision board for misc fun!!!?!
Misc:
https://youtube.com/shorts/FtTlXkRJ3rk?si=5lgRpmBSdhqoJwqR
https://youtube.com/shorts/EZgMA2xu8tQ?si=MoY3J9wdwbMIXF8i
Movement general:
Flows
https://youtu.be/oiJ-FHPDBnE?si=fA37HoINDoRbiLJb
https://youtube.com/shorts/OMZZK07JsWg?si=ZatfuRNsY3jhQcc7
Tripod transition
https://youtu.be/JKCVAC8QlRo?si=0Blqh7ruSuiwSAab
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// here is some misc, I’ll tidy it up later
// I finished the blog post, idk what to do with the rest
Caving in someone’s thoracic spine, with very tight “abrade”, is awful in-and-of-itself but it also causes massive nervous system issues, and massive mind-body issues. If you destroy someone’s spine/torso as badly as they did to me at age 27, you can keep it that way by just keeping the abrade tight. And there would be literally NOTHING I could do to change it. That is what “J” did to me.
I haven’t had proper eyesight in many years. I haven’t had glasses for at least about 7 years. I haven’t had proper eyesight etc. basically blind for years. My eye sight is really, really bad…
Umm. The issues caused me problems with my ability to socialise, in so many ways. I couldn’t have a proper conversation at some points etc. I couldn’t have a decent phone call for example...
Note: spine as bent reed analogy. You can’t “lean on it”. And it cannot support you.. it cannot support your limbs properly….
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I found a piece of glass in my mouth from my morning cup of tea.
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Another random stub of information:
2nd may, draft
As a result of a wifi conversation:
Here is another attempt to communicate:
“Stop thinking”
You wanted a 186 genius to stop thinking. And you pushed your agenda with massive violence, by breaking my “back” - you caved in my thoracic spine, using my own muscles and my own nervous system, under the control of telecommunications towers.
Systematic, deliberate violence was used by Xi Jin Ping to cave in my thoracic spine, and to break the support of my shoulder blades+ shoulder girdle.
In Ashburton on he harassed and attacked my spine. In Twizel he did the same. I called him a “terrorist” and used the word “torture”.
In the Copthorne hotel, he yanked on my spine again and again, until my shoulder blades lost control of my thoracic spine. And it all let go.
Caving in my thoracic, I guess. It is hard to be properly and fully conscious of the damage. You cant even think about it properly. Something about the human mind disallows it.
Ummm. When your thoracic spine is “caved in” and you have a very tight “back abrade”, literally everything in your life is hell, even being badly jostled in a car hurts you. I’ll explain more later.
Ps: when your back/spine is in that state, there is a lot of mind body stuff that makes life very difficult, and kind of horrible.
I’ll do a bit more discussion later
// here is a recent blog post, from the micro blog post. It is useful for further analysis
Food:
Butterflied scotch fillet, medium rare
White shortgrain rice
beurre blanc, aka emulsion of butter in reduced white wine vinegar (maybe broth?)
Steamed carrots and beans, misc veges from garden, tossed through salt, pepper, butter, maybe herbs
(Sauteed baby spinach, maybe)
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Faraday office..
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Vaguely trying to remember where is saw this?
The phrase "Beneath the pavement, the beach" is a slogan that originated during the Paris protests of 1968. It expresses a desire to reclaim public space and challenge the established order, symbolized by the rigid structures of the city.
Situationists
Society of the spectacle
Umm. Was it merriman John at Yale? I can’t recall?
I don’t know much about that sort of theory. Just some of the stories.
I’m not a situationist lol
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Idea for an invention.
Privacy steel box:
Just ideas:
12cm by 12cm by 1.8m, corner bracket. 2 mm thick
8 units
12cm by 12cm by 2.2m corner bracket. 2 mm thick
4 units
Pre drilled holes
Steel box
2m by 2m by 2.4m
sheet metal. 3-4 mm thick
With door
6 panels
Similar in size to faraday micro office, kitset. But all steel construction. Corner brackets are structural support, as well as providing connection.
All bolt construction. No weld.
Door comes prefixed to front panel.
Corner brackets custom made. Panels yeah.
Door hole cut into front. Door attached to hinges.
Just inspiration??
My back hurts too much to do much more at the moment. And very badly sleep deprived. Will talk later.
Steel panels are 2m by 2.4 (four)
==> one of these has the door hole pre cut, ready for door to be hung
And 2m by 2m (two)
6 panels, 12 corner brackets
Door ready to be attached, by bolts.
There are holes in the door, for ventilation.
19 pieces. Plus bolts?
Just inspiration?
Ummm. You could use square tubes for some of it. Instead of corner brackets. Put long bolts through it. But idk. Use your imagination.
It’s not even at the mock up stage, let alone the prototype stage. But it may be perfectly good inspiration for someone who understands food engineering and/or design. It’s basically a product that can be a kitset.
You get the panels, corner brackets, door, and bolts/nuts delivered. And grounding equipment. Assemble the whole thing in the garage. Plug it into ground. And you’re done. It’s not cheap (because it is heavy, and made of metal). But I think it works.
Just an idea.
Graph paper plans
Ply wood mockup?
Learn CAD, solid works
Create version of plans in cad
Get parts made and delivered. Cut to size. Metal bent.
Assemble it with help of friends
Work out issues.
Plug it into ground. Test the physics.
Maybe
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You think the ringmaster runs the circus, do you? Only by the consent of the clowns, Mr Lipwig! Only by the consent of the clowns!'
Added later, 17 june
Just for the sake of information: when young, like 10ish, I wanted to be able to do…
Back flips, layouts, cartwheels, dive rolls, flying kicks, tightrope walking, hand balance, handstands, walk on hands, hand stand push ups, movie style martial arts stuff. Juggling: balls, pins. Stilt walking.
Some circus stuff, juggling
Ummm. Fencing (my grandma fenced for a while when young, which is why I wanted to do it. The grandma I liked most)
Umm. A martial art of some kind. By idk what? Probably would have been karate, but judo sounded good. Why Judo? Because of Willard Price adventure novel “Whale Adventure”. I also liked the Karate Kid. When 10 yrs old, I thought that boxing sounded awful. And Muay Thai wasn’t on my radar.
FWIW, the “systems” representation of me is almost pure unreality. Like… 80% unreality??
Umm. Judo was absolutely my cup of tea. But karate was actually probably more my cup of tea when young..??
Umm. I’m not really “fighting guy”? But I already covered that in other posts.
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Judo misc: my fav throw when young
https://youtube.com/shorts/bnMyDfQxt5Y?si=ooeJD6ipeqNm0gi3
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Idea only.
Sport of “fun cycling”, go on a cycle meander for 45+ minutes. Do this two to three times weekly…have fun. Cycle up and down unfamiliar streets. Breathe in the air. Explore cul-de-sacs, explore queen Elizabeth park for 10 minutes. Just the gentle slopes. Go alone, go with a friend. Just cruise around town until bored. It is good for metabolic health, health of heart and lungs, and overall leg strength, especially quadriceps.
It fits in with the idea of “basic fit”.
It is just the barest minimum of whatever “counts as sport”
“Cross post to basic fit blog post”
I like these sorts of lectures.
I listened all of 251, all of 210, all of 234 (minus one), iirc hist 119
Early modern England, early modern ages, epidemics
Also listened to: Martin Lewis, global geopolitics 2008, all ten lectures (approx 2 hrs per lecture), Stanford, continuing education
Also listened to:
HIST E-1825 China: Traditions and Transformations
Peter K. Bol, PhD, Charles H. Carswell Professor of East Asian Languages and Civilizations, Harvard University.
William C. Kirby, PhD, T. M. Chang Professor of China Studies, Harvard Faculty of Arts and Sciences, Spangler Family Professor of Business Administration, Harvard Business School, and Harvard University Distinguished Service Professor.
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This is a garbage idea of pure silliness. Please ignore it. I am too tired to think. At best, it is inspiration
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Binding citizens initiated referendums to nationalise telco in its entirety into hands of MBIE.
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Someone sues. It is a test case.
You’ve been watching me, therefore I cannot organise politically.
It is a test case.
Lawyer, civil case.
You sue. For millions.
You use the current NZ bill of rights.
Civil proceedings against MBIE, unreasonable search and seizure under bill of rights.
You can subpoena people from the Government into court. Including MBIE engineers, military, or anything tbh.
Once it happens, the people can sue again and again and again.
Activists sue the Government en masse
Maybe a class action later.
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Maybe:
Introduce new human right: no govt interference in nervous system etc, by radio wave, without consent
The oligarchs/fae say: we need the govt telco to keep impression|videos|tapes of all nervous system interactions to prove “appropriateness” and consent. Warrant “request able” by police. Because with “appropriateness” and consent, we can demonstrate that the games are actually okay. Idk. Just inspiration. Perhaps it is a way to grandfather things into the system.
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Need telco in the hands of MBIE first (under authority of NZ bill of rights). If in MBIE, comes under authority of nz bill of rights already.
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Or, in other location (eg a USA state)
Socialise/nationalise ownership of telco assets by binding mail referendum into hands of a state Government. It then automatically comes under the bill of rights.
Introduce a state monopoly on telco in your state, using states rights, eminent domain, and then regulate the fuck out of it. OR just modify your states bill of rights, by mail referendum (ie direct democracy). You can in fact regulate state monopoly telco by direct democracy. Including introducing regulatory agencies.
You have to choose: courts sort it out OR regulatory body method. It really is your personal choice. State monopoly + rights + regulator might be the best choice. But idk. This is inspiration only.
Introduce a tech bill of rights: nervous system interference, human machine interfaces, privacy etc
But also use the ordinary USA level bill of rights!!
And have a regulatory agency to observe, record and keep sense|impression|data|files.
And people can sue.
Legitimate activists etc.
Subpoena witnesses etc.
If you put the telco in the hands of your Government, then you can sue it under a bill of rights, and subpoena engineers etc.
PS: you may also need some regulation that the Government keep records of stuff, or whatever. Observation tech for what happens using the towers. Perhaps introduce independent engineer observers into govt? But don't overthink it.
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$400, in medium. lol I didn’t have a good winter jacket 🫠😂
End point:
Scroll south until you find better version
Warm up
Jump rope 2-3 mins, you’ve already mastered basic boxers jump rope
Chair, warrior 1, warrior 2, downward facing dog (tadasana arms up, arms down, until downward facing dog)
Main:
Body weight list:
Pushups 60 (probably 3 sets 20)
Squats 60
Lunges 30
Calf raises 30
Planks 60 seconds x2
Body rows 30
Stretch/breathe
Sphinx
Child’s pose
Can you touch your toes?
Can you touch the ground, neutral spine, straight leg (no knees locked), with the pads of your fingers, shoulders back, comfortably…
Can you back bend, vaguely
Can you side lunge, ie stretch your groin,
Rest, piece meal??
Quads, shins, calves, groin, outer hip, glutes, obliques, idk. Just do whatever is needed ?!
Upper body etc.
Pecs, biceps, triceps, forearms, delts, anything, idk
Maybe just get a basic stretching video from yt, just make sure you can manage (ground touch, moderate back bend, side lunge) and everything else is basically okay
Make sure that you are still doing the body weight routine..?
Ummm. Tadanasa for 2 mins, to let yourself settle.
There’s a better version later down, if you just scroll south:
I’d put it on the non-political blog tbh
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Change anything you don’t like. Unless you’re too dumb to do so. Modify until
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Master all 3 levels:
Level one, traditional asian arts
5 kung fu (horse, bow, cat, heron, half-horse)
Level two, traditional asian arts
Competence in
Kata, heian shodan
Peaceful mind, level one.
Maybe more. Kata are actually really great to learn and practice.
Level three, traditional Asian arts
Comfortable with, and competent in
Chair, warrior 1, warrior 2
tadasana (progressing to downward facing dog)
==> is nonsense, absurdity, relationship, idk
Philosophy
Grab bag of quotes:
Just misc to help people to understand me better:
More “stuff I like”
https://first10em.com/osler/amp/
“The good physician treats the disease; the great physician treats the patient who has the disease.” Osler
“The whole art of medicine lies in observation” sir William osler
Silence is the language of God, all else is poor translation. - rumi
The best thinking has been done in solitude. The worst has been done in turmoil - Edison
All great thinking is done while walking.
Freidrich neitzche
There is something contemplative about silence.
There is something in silence - there is, it’s you.
Perhaps me, in relation to what exists around me.
But too much self observation is a mistake.
Time, place. Sense of time, and place.
A lot of the best thinking is done in silence. But it depends on the person…. Because dialogue/conversation is actually better a lot of the time. Unless you are a daydreamer ahahahahahahahaha. All is day dreams?!!!?!?!?i
Sunlight is the best disinfectant.
But does the soul thrive in the light? Or in darkness? Idk.
Exposure, concealment idk.
Privacy?!?!?!?!!!!!?!!???
I’m nobody, who are you!!?
I’m Nobody! Who are you?
Are you – Nobody – too?
Then there’s a pair of us!
Don’t tell! they’d advertise – you know!
How dreary – to be – Somebody!
How public – like a Frog –
To tell one’s name – the livelong June –
To an admiring Bog!
Lake innisfree
If marching through hell??
a burden shared is a burden halved
No greater love a friend etc
There is no real going back. Though I may come to the Shire, it will not seem the same; for I shall not be the same. I am wounded with knife, sting, and tooth, and a long burden. Where shall I find rest?' Gandalf did not answer.
Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing
and rightdoing there is a field.
I'll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass
the world is too full to talk about. - rumi
My personal hobbies are reading, listening to music, and silence. Edith
“I don't think..." then you shouldn't talk, said the Hatter. - Lewis Carroll
“I can't go back to yesterday - because I was a different person then.”
“Imagination is the only weapon in the war against reality”
“I'm not strange, weird, off, nor crazy, my reality is just different from yours.”
https://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/8164.Lewis_Carroll
The story so far:
In the beginning the Universe was created.
This has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move. Douglass adams
Unreal tournament 2004
Quake 3 arena
Hl1 death match
Natural Selection
Firearms half-life
Day of defeat!!!
Halo 1,2
Sims, making magic, and all of them
Red alert
Tekken
Idea:white feather: larp
better wording: citizens initiated referendums are binding
I haven’t had time to type up these ideas. Am pretty tired at the moment.
Platforms with moderation board.
Moderation board: elected members are paid about 80k per year, and they set policy for moderation. And oversee hiring moderators. Moderation board has oversight of decisions of moderators. The buck stops with them on moderation decisions. Moderation board meets once a week, in person, in Wellington (of course you can Skype in sometimes if you’re overseas).
The moderation board members are professional types, middle aged, lawyers, accountants, doctors, so called “staid professionals”.
Moderators are hired full time employees who are paid. Usually university education etc. youngish, because easy to afford to hire.
Umm. The technical side of things is done by MBIE or equivalent. It’s just server farms, and developers, frameworks, engineers. Or whatever. I don’t know how the technology works. That’s for tech guys and engineers to do. They do a YouTube clone, and a medium clone (essay sharing). Basic kiwi platforms. But they have to use moderators hired by the (independent, and democratically elected) moderation board. Hosting the content.
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Next few ideas:
==> give me media, to keep me sane
You (and 500 others) buy media as a group, so that you can get the same quality media as the wealthy… your entity has a ceo, and a curator/creator. It has an editor, and buys stories. The buying group creates the charter. Votes on it.
Then a board is elected. The board hires the CEO and editor.
They start the magazine.
You get a weekly magazine or paper.
You get a website
You get a weekly radio show
You get a weekly collection of curated essays
Eg: NZ tech media buying group
Weekly news, articles, columns, (internet) radio show (aka, podcast), essays
// ignore this next one, it’s not fully written
// this is non compulsory, individual voluntary
Misc other ideas:
“Basic fit”
Blogged on on-ramp routine.
From a blog, but get referred by a friend @ casual sports night at field
Toolkit/elements:
1. Jump rope
2. Kata + Stances + Isometrics**
3. Body weight, 6 moves:
squat, lunge, pushups, plank, calf raises, body rows
4. Stretches, very basic
Routine/combination:
Basic routines 2-3
Discussion on sets/reps
How:
- Play a sport, any sport, casual/formal idk. Or join casual sport group.* become a sports guy (or sports girl)
- Learn each item in the toolkit thoroughly: competence => mastery
- Combine the elements, and practise a basic routine mon/wed/fri
- Switch to a new sport for a bit
- Maybe do a martial sport/art for 6-12 months
- Switch back to a normal sport, maybe join a hockey team, c grade local. Keep up the routine.
- Go for a walk in the woods once in a while.
Essay idea: why you need to become a “sports guy”, not a fitness guy.
The toolkit + routine exist to support your ability to enjoy your sport long term. They are a means to an end. Ie, the fitness routine exists to support your sport. Idk.
*local message board, I want pick up local flag football every Monday/Tuesday
**ideas for isometrics: downward facing dog, locust pose, boat pose, chair, warrior 1,2
// it doesn’t constitute advice, but it’s just a start in the direction of sensible thinking
//I’m not the boss of you. If you don’t like my ideas, find better ones.
FWIW, Sports guy/girl isn’t the same thing as a serious hardcore athlete lol
Key concepts: judgement, competence, mastery
Appendix A:
Sample routine:
Warmup: 8-9 mins total
2-3 minutes jump rope
Basic kata sequence (eg Peaceful mind level one, shotokan)
Horse stance, Bow Stance, Downward facing dog
One other isometric or stance of your choice
Main body weight:
I don’t care how you get there, but..
60 pushups (push ups from knees acceptable)
60 squats
30 lunges (15 each side)
30 body weight rows
20 calf raises
60 seconds plank (*2), on forearms
Stretch, breathe:
Child’s pose
Sphinx
Can you touch your toes?
Hopefully touch the ground with a straight back (natural spine)?
A backbend, like cobra? Idk?
Side lunge?
Ham strings, quads, calves, shins, groin, hip abductors, lay on back and stretch glutes a bit.
Anything else involving stretching, breathing. Idk. Find a coach. I’m not the boss of you.
Stand there like a tree. Tadasana. Tada!
Final cool down : bounce/dance around on the balls of your feet, to loosen up a bit, shake your arms around
Note: if any element needs attention, practise. Add an extra 10-20 minutes to it. Or whatever. Idk. There is often room for personal judgement.. unless you lack common sense. It’s a practise, not a set-in-stone list of rules 🙃🫠
Ummm. You can always have 2-3 sample routines, that combine the elements..??
But it’s playing the sport that is the important thing. If you’re not a “sports guy”, then the routine/elements might not be for you. The “basic fit routine, elements, on ramp” exists to support your ability to play a sport/attend a class/learn a skill and or art
// maybe there are people who run a “basic fit” practise group for the first 4-5 months of the year. Jan - may. And a guy from your sports club or kickboxing class invites you. Idk, nbd 🤷
// not advice, more just the product of a “brainstorming session” at 4am
Appendix B:
I’d just end up doing:
Routine:
Mon, wed, fri
Jump rope,
Body weight fitness
Stretches
A few extra static poses, stances, isometrics, or a kata thrown in there sometimes.
Sport:
I’d change whatever sport/activity I did every couple of years. Hockey seems good. Outdoors stuff a while, soft ball a bit, “fun cycling” for a year. Idk, non stop cricket casual group. Flag football (forget touch rugby, field is too large). Table tennis. Obstacle fit. Have a boxing bag/gloves/wraps in the garage. Movnat, mountain biking, climbing wall. Handball. Fencing. Badminton. “Lawn games 6 month module”, don’t ask. (Sport/activity is a category, lawn games can be one for 6 months, so could fun cycling). Think… sometimes something becomes an obsession for a bit? Or maybe you have something steady. Probably (if healthy) casual turf hockey if available. Like, regular Thursday/Saturday night pick up games, or something (pick up game night is for people who played a couple of seasons hockey at some point). Or social league hockey or whatever. Or maybe fencing for 18 months, until good enough. Then back to hockey or whatever. You just always have to have one.
Umm. Probably just fencing for 12-18 months and then hockey long term. Smattering of other things.
[People pick a sport, then add in basic fit. But sometimes you switch sports.]
See also:
Appendix C:
Master all 3 levels:
Level one, traditional asian arts
5 kung fu (horse, bow, cat, heron, half-horse)
Level two, traditional asian arts
Competence in
Kata, heian shodan
Peaceful mind, level one.
Maybe more. Kata are actually really great to learn and practice.
Level three, traditional Asian arts
Comfortable with, and competent in
Chair, warrior 1, warrior 2
tadasana (progressing to downward facing dog)
Conclusion:
[[Why do you do it all?!?!?!
It is a physical culture reset for people in a society full of dumb advice.
So that you can play the sport of your choice. And be a “sports guy/girl”]]
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I’m just testing out the blogging platform.
Stuff post:
- Healthy spine/torso + strong mind
- Socialise/friends!!
- Exercise/fitness/movement stuff
- Do interesting things with my mind
- Girlfriend/partner, maybe
Live music
Go to gigs at pubs
Bush walks
Books, music, oolong tea, cats
Play guitar
Library: have a library, many books
Video games, especially fps
University, maybe
Robotics
A workshop, of some kind: wood/metal
Programming, comp sci
Computer Graphics
Make a few games
Wood, metal, electronics, honestly, I don’t know!!!????
Ummm. Money is good too. Especially with cost of living lol…
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// I cannot use this as actual description, because too poorly worded. But it can help some people (smarter/ more kinaesthetically aware) to understand. It is here for the sake of understanding, not as argument or legal statement.
//I am trying to paint a picture here in the broadest brush strokes possible.
Define/describe Copthorne:
Ummmmmmmm, Xi was breaking a man’s body there. That’s the destruction of your body’s capacity to function. It causes tremendous suffering, as well as fear.
He “deliberately inflicted pain and severe suffering on a person for reasons including punishment, extracting a confession, interrogation for information, or intimidating third parties.”
He used the weapons of the system to do it.
Narrative:
He basically caved my thoracic spine in… he broke the hold I had on it, the integrity. That was torture.
He broke the integrity that my shoulder blades had over my spine. He caved in the thoracic spine…
Can’t you just move your thoracic spine normally? No. Premature birth etc.
I use my shoulder blades to hold onto my thoracic spine. And my thoracic spine to hold onto the internal musculature that connects to my legs. To keep myself upright lol.
If I don’t hold onto it (spine/ribcage) properly, and I step too far, or I’m on uneven ground, then my feet pull my rib cage through my shoulder girdle. Catastrophe.
I have to hold onto my rib cage all the time, so that my rib cage doesn’t slip and pull my body through it!!? I.e. so that I don’t pull my spine through my shoulders.
Narrative for Copthorne itself:
That incident modifies your imagination so much that you cannot imagine normal things anymore. For example, you imagine a hug, normally you can feel it. After Copthorne, there is no kinaesthetic feeling associated with imagining a hug. E.g. cannot imagine a hug properly. Or cannot imagine walking down the street, feeling footfall on the pavement.. (modify body so much that it effects nervous system etc, at level of memory)
He took a half healed body, and broke it.
I have removed the dumb idea
https://youtube.com/shorts/0KEwXXPymYk?si=qdJnT_CArpQ1ZYOW
Cs 1.6 using mp5
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Rihanna,
Noie
Amanda from kaikoura
Gianyu
Marginal benefit of having a celebrity over the non celebrity is minimal.
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I had to hide this lol:
Double glazed steel dead zone, a social experiment
Double glaze a warehouse in 1 inch thick sheet steel. 2 ft air gap. Ground everything.
Use a radio wave generator to create static inside.
People (students, artists, thinkers, musicians) create a tent city inside for a month. Or cabins, whatever.
Maybe you wheel in medium sized “tiny houses”, so that people have comfort and privacy.
Proper plumbed bathrooms. Not too difficult.
Kitchen facilities with extraction fans. Separate wheeled in units.
Vibe: parachute music festival
Junk food being sold, entertainment, fun, music. Concert stage during the day.
Free exchange of ideas, free coffee.
No drugs, no alcohol, no violence.
Do people create philosophy, ideology, or strategy? What is the difference?
Do people then create art, music, or poetry?
Do people create culture? Or do they plot and scheme? Do they make political plans? What is the difference?
If one person builds a warehouse in one city, can the social experiment be replicated elsewhere?
*Connect the steel with wires across the air gaps, to “virtualise” the faraday cage.
**use an air craft hanger instead of a warehouse
***I don’t know how widely to space the steel sheets 1 ft, 1 metre?
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Idk, maybe???
“Evil foundation”, “philosopher kings gone wrong”
Is it immoral to destroy it? If it causes instability?
Is it unethical to join it? If it hurts people?
I hate doing this: but I’m physically unsafe until I do it
Logic: They are threatening me with violence, and using violence and pain, on my body to stop me posting this. Therefore I’m not safe until I do it.
For physics guys and landlords.
Double glazed steel dead zone, a social experiment
Double glaze a warehouse in 1 inch thick sheet steel. 2 ft air gap. Ground everything.
Use a radio wave generator to create static inside.
People (students, artists, thinkers, musicians) create a tent city inside for a month. Or cabins, whatever.
Maybe you wheel in medium sized “tiny houses”, so that people have comfort and privacy.
Proper plumbed bathrooms. Not too difficult.
Kitchen facilities with extraction fans. Separate wheeled in units.
Vibe: parachute music festival
Junk food being sold, entertainment, fun, music. Concert stage during the day.
Free exchange of ideas, free coffee.
No drugs, no alcohol, no violence.
Do people create philosophy, ideology, or strategy? What is the difference?
Do people then create art, music, or poetry?
Do people create culture? Or do they plot and scheme? Do they make political plans? What is the difference?
If one person builds a warehouse in one city, can the social experiment be replicated elsewhere?
*Connect the steel with wires across the air gaps, to “virtualise” the faraday cage.
**use an air craft hanger instead of a warehouse
***I don’t know how widely to space the steel sheets 1 ft, 1 metre?
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Still working on this:
Ummm. Actual idea, create a large enclosed space within a large warehouse or hanger that you can park 20-30 trailers or office trailer in. It is surrounded by steel double glazing top, bottom and sides. Drive the trailers in one end. Park them there, and then you have a trailers to rent. Rent them for $300 nzd per week rent for the privilege of working there.
Use portable home office sleep out cabins on wheels. Or this.
It is like faraday insulation for your warehouse…
And then you rent out cabins inside.
Plumbing toilets and a sink
Customer product experience:
Hi Jim, I want two cabins. One to work in, one to sleep in. Here is $600.
Okay. Here are the keys. For the cabins and for the toilets. For food, cold stuff only.
Walk through the exterior door of the warehouse, and then into a reception. From the reception down a corridor. And then into the main area (through a door).
The main area is 780 sqm. Inch thick steel walls inside. High stud ceilings. Proper ventilation system. Plumbing: 4 toilets and 2 sinks.
Here is your living cabin, here is your sleeping cabin. Here is the bathroom, here are the bins (outside). Good luck.
There are 5 more of these warehouses in this town.
No more eye of Sauron.
[reader: You have to fill in the details.]
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Physically:
It has to be proper construction.. Concrete, steel etc. maybe wood and steel. But it isn’t abnormal construction.
Double glazed steel box that provides electromagnetic radio frequency shielding. Sandwich construction.
If you have one layer of steel, and another layer of steel 60 cm away from it, you can ground stuff and you can block the electromagnetic rays. And if you build a box with walls (and ceiling and floors) that are double walled. Then it can work. Idk how big the air gap needs to be? Or how spaced it needs to me.
Maybe you just build 5 of them out of standard wood framing construction and clad the outside in sheet steel, and inside lined with sheet steel (wood framing like New Zealand and some American housing). Like really big garages inside a hanger. And they each have 4 units inside them.
Build it inside a spare warehouse or aircraft hanger.
Park home office trailers in it. They pay rent?
People can just work (or live) in it.
Maybe the ceiling of it can be corrugated iron. But you double layer it, after rotating 90 degrees. Or triple-quadruple layer it, rotating 90 degrees. Remember to ground it.
I’ll try to explain it better later.
It’s possible to figure out if you can engineer.
Some of them let you bring your own trailer, cabin or sleep out to park it.
It might be possible to do it with just a 15 cm air gap.
What if the “weak” become landlords for people who want to change things?
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Double glazed steel dead zone where you can rent a cabin.
[Or a trailer park for office sleepouts in a warehouse lol]
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For physics/engineering: just as inspiration.
Or just layer corrogated iron on top of one another.
One piece on a “fence”, spin the next 90 degrees. Spin the the next 90 degrees, then the next 90 degrees, then the next 90 degree: etc. 4-8 layers depending. Lightweight. Ground it. Use wooden framing. It is clever and elegant. Spinning 90 degrees virtually air gaps it it a phenomenal elegant manner. Use wood spacers also. Bolt it together with “long bolts 30cm long. Ground everything. It is multidirectional faraday magic lol.
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Another idea = “cardboard” made out of corrugated iron sandwiched in between two layers of 2 mm sheet steel.
Just like you have corrugated cardboard sandwiched in between two layers of card. Like standard cardboard… it is a new building product.
Another name:
Faraday shielded park up
Or you can just build it from the ground up. If you have a proper construction company. Concrete base, steel girders, inch thick steel cladding on the outside, inch thick steel lining on the inside. Use the girders as basic direct support for the panels. Use paint to prevent rust. It is basic construction. Use basic garage doors x4.
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People keep on acting like I don’t want/value anything? As though I don’t want women?
Hypothetical:
Set aside politics, ethics, etc. Set aside celebrity, race, also
The ideal would be to have about thirty 22 yo women, available to me at all times, living about 60 metres down the road. They range from about 6/10 - 10/10 in looks. I have my own place. All of them have a shared place to live.
Only hypothetical.
Ummm. Yeah??
The problems are in the practical?
And in what is available!?!?
And in the details, fine print etc.
I’m not willing to fight under the current system, for reasons that I’ve explained again and again.
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“Disambiguate: look book, lack of taste
Start of a hot or not list for celebrities, like a “look-book” for taste.
A young: Kristen Bell, Drew Barrymore, Cameron Diaz, Avril Lavigne, Alicia Silverstone
Keira Knightly, Natalie Portman, Emma Stone, Reese Witherspoon, Penelope Cruz, Adreine Mishler (yoga with Adrienne)
When they were young etc..?
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Some people have suggested that I have no taste when it comes to women. So thought that I’d create a “look book” of celebrities. So that people can understand what I think looks good. This is just a sample, not an exhaustive list.
// just an example list, like a scrap book, you know?
// just information about taste
// A “lookbook”
// fwiw, I’m actually really happy with what I see when walking around town??! Going to shops etc!?
// there is other stuff hidden elsewhere on this topic (end of garbage heap)
// I hate talking about this topic, so much
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Hot or not
Disambiguate B + C + S.
B: Back when we met, she was tall and slim, she’s got immaculate hair. It’s long blond and straightened. Face a bit above average. Sits beside me in Japanese class. Plays sports, but has a very slim build, rather than “athletic” build. Fairly flat chested. She’s one of the most attractive girls in my year.
I liked her, and she was pleasant. But we didn’t click.
Later in life, she chopped her hair short (her best feature). But she is still tall and slim. Umm. A little flat chested, and perhaps too slim. In person, still attractive. Face is average.
But she is evil.
Umm. But I don’t care. I really don’t care. It’s not important?
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C: Back when I met her in high school: attractive. Not too tall. Brunette, dyed blonde. Nice blue eyes, good smile. Nice face. Good figure (or great body? Idk which adjectives to use). Danced and taught dance, good student at high school. Excellent personality and good sense of humour. I liked her friends. We were all in accounting class together. I think hotter than B?
S: she was hot back in high school. Beautiful brown eyes. Cute smile, great body. Far too intelligent. I loved her hair, especially her fringe too. Still amazing well into her twenties, and still incredibly hot now.
It was a long time ago. I didn’t really know her though. She was just some random to me?? We only spoke a few times.
“Sarah”, hot of course.
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Extra stories
Disambiguation: My family, just some positive stuff.
My family was crazy (and secretly horrible), but I’ve already told you plenty about that.
But mostly they were pretty cool when I was young.
I’ll tell you about the positives:
Dad:
My father loved table tennis, music, piano and sports.
My father was a massive fan of music and an excellent pianist. He also wrote music and sang. He was a decent singer. He used to both play and sing the songs he wrote to both me and Matthew. He was a fantastic song writer. And even taught me a bunch of his music when I was a kid. I loved learning music from my father, and just sitting listening to him. I always wanted to record his music for him, so that it wouldn’t get lost if he forgot it (or died). I really loved his music. He had incredibly intricate and clever chord structures (sort of). Which I loved.
Umm. My father loved table tennis, and insisted that I play it. The moment I was tall enough to see over the table properly he put a bat in my hand and taught me to play. He was a table tennis fanatic. He taught me serves, returns, spin. And he also taught me all sorts of drills, like bouncing a ball on the table tennis ball for ages to develop hand-eye coordination, or adding spin or bat flips. Or taping a table tennis ball to the end of a string, hanging it from a beam and hitting it again and again.
My parents signed me up for soccer, and went to games and practises. He taught me stuff at home and had me practise kicking goals and doing passing drills. He really loved sports. He even had a book about how to learn soccer sitting on the shelf.
We went on road trips, listened to a lot of music together. Listening to music together was a huge part of our relationship. Also watching comedy, like Monty Python.
We went to Japan together. Disneyland and Disney sea. We stayed with Tomoe’s family and explored Tokyo, Kyoto etc it was amazing (I was a little sick on the way back though).
He was a chess enthusiast and taught me chess. He used to be Taupo chess champion and had books about chess sitting about on the shelf. And taught me openings and end game stuff. Along with principles and techniques. He would play by giving me a situation where subtracted a few of his pieces at the start of the game?? I didn’t love chess. But I enjoyed learning it with him.
He had shops, and so did mum, so I spent tons of time with them at the shops. Sitting out the back. Matthew and I would sit out the back of the shops watching the simpsons and reading misc library books all day. Or sometime I would just follow Dad around all day. We spent a lot of time together at his shops on Tamamutu Street. I felt lucky to spend so much time with my father. He was my main/preferred conversational partner. I spoke with him often. How do you explain this? When someone is the main guy you talk to from 4 years old through to your teens (or at least your preferred person to spend time with) it influences you. And changes the structure of your thinking permanently. We were pretty close, or at least I thought we were.
We “debated” and argued constantly. He described it as intelligent, stimulating conversation. It was argument, where you try to be right. It was fun. We argued often. I enjoyed it. It was a huge part of how we interacted? Debate, argument. And also a lot of humour and jokes. I used to spend a lot of time with my father, brother etc (I know some people don’t see much of their father, or whatever). We spent hours in the van together travelling from town to town transferring stock, or around town delivering or whatever. Just tons of time, always. And always talking.
He was my favourite guy in all the world. I loved spending time with him, and I was a genuinely good son, who cared about his father. I trusted him.
Ps: I had to put this segment in because my Dad acts like I was a horrible rebellious son when I was younger. It is a disambiguation post.
They (my family really are awful people)
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