History: I tried to reject them!
In the past: I have been told that the thing you need to do is to reject the women. And that it is all about the women. But I actually did reject the women. I turned them down, many times. They told me that if I said that I didn't want sex or didn't want women.the whole scenario would be over. And so I did. *** Define it clearly... They wanted me to say the precise words, "I don't want sex". Like, I don't want sex. Period. But I have internal prohibitions* (moral, mental, cultural, and intellectual) against making false statements inside my own head (or out loud). And so I didn't want to say the words "I don't want sex". Instead, I said the words, "I don't want sex with _your_ women". I said it with mental speech. And I said it many, many times. I also told them that someday in the semi distant I will probably find a girlfriend of my own, and so it would be a false statement to say that, "I don't want sex". But th...