Today - microblog
// this is just for daily blog content
// see the table of contents for more info
Friday, 29th November, 2025
Two pictures of me
As of today, here is my update: Angela, Ambika, Grace and Brynn said they are all mine forever. That is in perpetuity. Forever! Also, "Alice" from high school said that she was in too. I forget her real name [I had previously been referring to her as Sarah, but not the “lawyer Sarah” who was in my accounting class. Edit: 1 feb ]. In my opinion, Alice was the most attractive girl in my year at school. I have asked Siobhan to leave me alone. I am currently trying to convince the computer system that I have dropped her. She and Brynn are trying to be a little bit too “clever” in their use of the computer system.
How important was “Siobhan” to me? Back when we were young?
Not very. I hardly knew her in high school. I only spoke to her for about 10 minutes cumulatively in high school. And since then only about 5-10 minutes once on Facebook at the age of 21.
Back when we were at high school together, I preferred girls like: Clare, Amanda, Emma Mackay, Leah and Brynn. Amanda, Jess Mackenzie and Grace were all friends of mine. Amanda was my closest female friend at Paraparaumu college (15-18). And Jess Mackenzie was my closest female friend in general (she lived back in Hawke's Bay). Most of my friends were guys. Siobhan was hardly on my radar at all.
Note: there is a must read post on my other website, https://www.howcommunicate.com/anal-sorry-awkward-conversation. It is labelled "awkward topic".
Wednesday, 26th November, 2025
I am not a Taoist. Siobhan lied.
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Hanae Motohashi is no longer interested. She has quit, and that is okay.
Sunday, 16th November, 2025
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Sunday, November 9th
I cut Siobhan. She’s a bit daft.
I dropped her, because she’s a bit of a cow.
Friday, September 12th
Sunday, 7th September
They are now attacking me in my bed. I am simply trying to sleep. And they attack me via my own muscles. Tighten the iliacus and psoas, drag everything taut. They hurt me, okay. I am suffering quite a bit lately.
Tuesday, 26th August
Paul admitted that he did the whole constipation/digestion thing
[edit: he had a long running plan and or scheme from the age of 8 years old to ruin my digestion. And he wanted to do it via tools such as electromagnetic interference rays that mess with my digestion directly, stomach bugs (microbes), inappropriate use stool hardeners, dehydration, heat and too much fibre. I intend to write more about this some other time.]
Sunday, 17th August
I’ll basically shut up if they stop hurting me. Xi already declared me victorious ages ago. And I have women lined up. And I’ll hide my blog posts in about a month. Siobhan, Sarah, Clare, Brynn.
Thursday, 11th August
Clare is in too. Mine in perpetuity. To do with as I please, in perpetuity.
Sunday, 10th August
Spoke briefly with Siobhan, Brynn, and Sarah last night. All three are in. That means I have three. This way I settle among them, and it creates peace.
One wants another child.
That is me sorted for the next year or two. And solves everything non violently.
Btw: I estimate that it will take me 12 months to physically recover, recuperate and fully rehabilitate (including from the damage 2016-2022 etc). Some people think that it will take only a couple of weeks. But it won’t. It will take longer.
Friday, 8th August
11:18 Sarah (edit: the one from my high school accounting class) is mine in perpetuity. To do with her as I please.
Thursday, 31 July
Xi after my talking about the sky city conversation etc and how he treated me “I apologise unequivocally and leave you alone”
It can be heard in records I think. Both my statement, and his apology.
Wednesday, 30th July
All along, from (roughly speaking) when I first got out of 73 Hutt Road to travel around a bit, through to Dannevirke, and the South Island (Motueka, Nelson, Blenheim, Christchurch, Dunedin, Ashburton). I wanted to quit.
I was willing to walk away empty handed: no women, no money (and to give up permanently the right to fight for the women and money) in order to end the game, and to be safe, and free (from electronic abuse) and to have the opportunity to rehabilitate fully.
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At the time (in Dannevirke) I was also willing and able to agree to remain "non-political" for two years. And to avoid conversations on the topic of politics. And this is to secure the opportunity to be safe, and free (from electronic abuse), and to have the opportunity to rehabilitate fully.
Basically I would also have agreed to gag/silence myself for a couple of years to be allowed to walk away.
Ps: I still felt much the same way when I got to Auckland, or I would have, if we could have had a normal negotiation conversation.
Sunday, 27th July 2025
Sunday:
Siobhan and Brynn said that they are mine in perpetuity. To do with them as I please.
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Xi: dewidge, unequivocally, 27th July 4:32
I don’t think it was valid, because of a few things, including Ashburton. [edit, I didn’t think that the conflict itself had been valid in the first place, for a variety of reasons. Edit made on 1 February 2026]
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Monday, 21st July 2025
Sunday, 20th July 2024
They're hurting me quite a bit. Abdomen.
I feel really cold.
[edit: they are hurting me quite a bit. They are using my internal muscles to do it. And my abdominal muscles hurt quite a lot too. The upper right muscle in the rectus abdominus hurts quite a bit. They have hurt me enough that I am freezing cold. Edit made 1 February 2026.]
Saturday, 19th July 2024
Xi woke me up at about 1 am just to hurt my abdomen. It is getting pretty sick and sadistic at the moment.
I keep on getting hurt. By multiple people.
Tuesday, 15th July 2025
Around 7 am:
I got hurt pretty badly by Richard Branson, I don't feel great.
Around 7 pm:
My father wants to be in charge of my life in perpetuity. And to that end he undermined my ability to get a good lawyer.
[edit: by undermined my ability to get a good lawyer, I mean a “real world” lawyer. I ended up with Ms Sophie Barclay the public defender who wasn’t a very good lawyer.]
Monday, 14th July
Lower Hutt (petone) is flatter than Wellington, and has nicer beaches. Much less wind than Wellington city also. And closer to Lily than moving down South. I might stay around the Hutt a while.
Thursday, 3rd July
7:40pm
Some harm happened to my tummy muscles at Xi’s behest. 7:30 pm. And now I feel cold. It harmed me. Not much fun. It really is an issue.
It wasn’t excruciating pain. But now I am cold. My fingers are cold. [edit: the pain wasn’t excruciating, but the damage and harm are significant.]
I can’t talk properly because my tummy hurts. It hurts a bit to talk. I hate this.
Tuesday, 1st July
Ummm, this is just a quick cross post from the garbage dump. Not sure where to put it.
// still a work in progress, draft, will cut the bit about methods overseas
Physical (and other) mistreatment: an open ended discussion
Does being held in an uncomfortable position for long periods of time cause suffering? And is it inappropriate? What if you’re being held in a position that is both uncomfortable and precarious by your own muscles? How long do you have to be held in this position for it to be considered severe, and highly inappropriate.
Some examples (lifted from the amnesty international website):
I’m not actually sure these are used in China:
Tiger bench
The individual’s legs are tightly bound to a bench, and bricks are gradually added under the victim’s feet, forcing the legs to bend backwards.
‘Diaodiaoyi’ (Hanging restraint chair)
A person seated in this restraint chair will be unable to lean back or have his/herfeet rest on the ground. The chest will be bound to a board while the hands are cuffed, rendering the entire body immobile.
Or iron chair, Or stress position. Like deep squat. Or walking on a soft surface.
Squashy ground:
The floor here is vinyl on top of something squashy.
Keeping me on squishy ground hurts my feet.
I have to brace my feet* and ankles constantly, and hold myself stiffly to cope with the squishy floor.
This has a flow on effect to my spine and back.
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The restraints are on the inside of my body.
The iliopsoas (iliacus + psoas) is used as a restraint internally. To lock my body into a compressed position, and keep it that way.
It only works properly once you’ve broken the connection between shoulder blades and thoracic (aka upper back)..
Yank on the restraint to cause pain/suffering every time you don’t do what you’re told.
Or a slight niggle when you try to sleep, or you stop talking…
This denies me the proper use of limbs, eyes, and breathing apparatus.
There are niggles to the part of my body that is broken (upper back, aka thoracic) to keep it broken. They keep yanking on my spine via my inner muscles (iliacus and psoas), to keep me physically broken.
Being bothered physically every time you try to rest causes extremely severe sleep deprivation.
I can’t wash.
I can’t read easily, without back issues.
Basically in social confinement, and I’m suffering from lack of normal social interaction. Phone calls are a problem, due to pain.
[edit: I updated this on the 20th of June, and I improved language use]
[second edit: 1 February 2026, it turns out that the iliacus, psoas, trapezius, sterno cleido mastoid muscles were used, along with a few others. Also, I want to point out that the reason these soft floors cause so much harm is that they have done so much to ruin my back/torso. That means that my feet and back don’t work properly. And then the soft floors cause lots of problems.]
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Saturday, 28th June
I’m hurting pretty badly. My back hurts.
I’m currently so badly hurt that I am housebound.
Thursday, 26th June
11:16am
The quality of conversation is low, because the volume is too low to communicate well. Which makes me look dumb.
~10:50am
Hi President Xi Jinping
What am I fighting to win? And do I have a choice? Or am I “fighting within an implied, but not clearly defined, framework”? Can you define the terms? I am genuinely confused? Moderately confused??
Wednesday, 25th June
9:42pm
Xi just hurt my back. Again. I’m feeling awful. And so I can’t do anything. Probably just have to chill. I am actually pretty unwell.
Tuesday, 24th June
The volume is really low, and I can’t hear much. It’s like talking to your grandma without hearing aids 😑.
Tuesday, 16th June
Xi hurt my back again. Fairly badly. At about 3:30.
It is taking its toll
Sunday, 15th June
Midnight:
Xi keeps pulling on my spine, and it’s awful
Earlier:
Harassed by sefo??
Saturday, 14th June
Update 1 am:
Umm. Yeah. Still hurting from earlier
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Cross posted from “thought reform”
“I am now incapable of walking to the shops to buy groceries. I am in a fair bit of pain, and I cannot sleep. I have been experiencing SEVERE sleep deprivation. I am averaging just a few hours a night since the 18th of April.
I haven’t had a shower* since I arrived back in the Hutt. I think my last proper shower was in the Copthorne. I could still shower back in Palmerson North. I can’t wash my hair anymore.
I can’t wear t-shirts at the moment. Pretty unwell. I’m in pain. Have to wear a jacket instead. I don’t wear normal clothes. I could force a t-shirt on. But, umm. It’s not worth it. It would hurt me too much.”
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2:34 pm
I am physically cold now. As a result of what Xi did to me just 20 minutes ago.
I’m suffering from pretty significant sleep deprivation.
Friday, 13th June
Milgram:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milgram_experiment
Thursday, 12th June
I can’t wear t-shirts at the moment. Pretty unwell. I’m in pain. Have to wear a jacket instead. I don’t wear normal clothes. I could force a t-shirt on. But, umm. It’s not worth it. It would hurt me too much.
My spine hurts..
Monday, 9th June
// this is a different style of writing
Descriptive “mapping of reality”.
It is highly inappropriate to tighten the iliopsoas so as to pull on the spine, once the integrity of the torso (shoulder girdle + thoracic) has been compromised .
Because your rib cage/rib basket can “fall out” through the shoulder girdle.
See also: “the map is not the territory”.
// I might have to change the wording
// you can maintain the “integrity torso compromised” by keeping the iliopsoas tight, on a continuum - I’ll review this statement later
// I am trying to dispassionately describe the nature of movement, not how evil it is?
FWIW, extremely evil lol
Sunday, 8th June
I haven’t had a proper shower since I arrived back in the Hutt. I think my last proper shower was in the Copthorne. I could still shower back in Palmerson North. I can’t wash my hair anymore.
Saturday, 7th June
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// I cannot use this as actual description, because it’s too poorly worded. But it can help some people (smarter/ more kinaesthetically aware) to understand. It is here for the sake of understanding, not as argument or legal statement.
//I am trying to paint a picture here in the broadest brush strokes possible.
Define/describe Copthorne:
Ummmmmmmm, Xi was breaking a man’s body there. That’s the destruction of your body’s capacity to function. It causes tremendous suffering, as well as fear.
He “deliberately inflicted pain and severe suffering on a person for reasons including punishment, extracting a confession, interrogation for information, or intimidating third parties.”
He used the weapons of the system to do it.
Narrative:
He basically caved my thoracic spine in… he broke the hold I had on it, the integrity. That was torture.
He broke the integrity that my shoulder blades had over my spine. He caved in the thoracic spine…
Can’t you just move your thoracic spine normally? No. Premature birth etc.
I use my shoulder blades to hold onto my thoracic spine. And my thoracic spine to hold onto the internal musculature that connects to my legs. To keep myself upright lol.
If I don’t hold onto it (spine/ribcage) properly, and I step too far, or I’m on uneven ground, then my feet pull my rib cage through my shoulder girdle. Catastrophe.
I have to hold onto my rib cage all the time, so that my rib cage doesn’t slip and pull my body through it!!? I.e. so that I don’t pull my spine through my shoulders.
Narrative for Copthorne itself:
That incident modifies your imagination so much that you cannot imagine normal things anymore. For example, you imagine a hug, normally you can feel it. After Copthorne, there is no kinaesthetic feeling associated with imagining a hug. E.g. cannot imagine a hug properly. Or cannot imagine walking down the street, feeling footfall on the pavement.. (modify body so much that it effects nervous system etc, at level of memory)
He took a half healed body, and broke it.
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To X
What you do to me is physical torment.
You aggravate my body* again and again.
I cannot rest.
Also, I cannot sleep: I am sleep deprived always. Average a few hours per night.
I am still walking on floors that have my feet sink into them. It makes everything harder.
*back and neck
Friday, 6th June
I’m trying to analyse what happened for all of those years (age 27 to 34ish):
They stayed inside my nervous system for years all day every day. And kept my back + inner muscles (iliopsoas + longissimus) tight so as to keep me in a broken state.
What happened?
Age 27 - 34
I think that someone infiltrated my nervous system via telco tower, then hijacked my nervous system, to tighten my back muscles and to keep my back muscles tightened long term. I think they remained “inside” my nervous system for years, maintaining tightness. That is probably why I was so unwell for those seven years. My tentative theory at least. I think that Joseph (Matthew, maybe Paul, Siobhan took shifts sometimes) infiltrated my nervous system, tightened my back muscles (longissimus) and kept them tight for years. By shifts, I mean all day long. Every day. Which… kept me locked into a horrible state for years.
A state that I couldn’t escape from… you cannot fix that problem until the person untightens things.
Is that how it works? I honestly don’t quite know.
They took shifts?! To maintain the tightness of my back muscles for years??!?!
Update: I think they were infiltrating my nervous system constantly for years before that and remaining in it to keep muscles tight. Like, even as far back as 23ish !?!?
Wednesday, 4th June
May I write my physio therapy story?
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Fwiw, I tried a number of times to say, “I don’t want it” back when I was in Ashburton. But was unable to find an out??
What was done to me for seven years, was a form of cruel and disproportionate treatment.
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The Living Room | Radiolab Podcasts
https://youtu.be/bCYP6IowrC4
I listened this some years ago, and something reminded me of it.
6:15 am:
Can I get more sleep? I am badly sleep deprived.
Can I get more volume? I can hardly hear you guys.
5:45 am:
Can you guys (Xi’s associates) read Screwtape proposes a toast?
Tuesday, 3rd June
Here are a couple of poems. For a moment or two, I’m nobody was my favourite poem.
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When I said, “after society has changed, we can management space you guys, and put a preschool teacher in charge”, that was a humorous comment. I apologise whole heartedly. The use of humour ought to reserved for situations where it is appropriate.
[/humour - edit 1 february]
Monday, 2nd June
Siobhan. “We’ve tortured you so much we can’t even put it into words”
[edit: after I posted “how I got this way part two”, she said, “We’ve tortured you so much we can’t even put it into words”. Things changed after I posted the Copthorne Hotel post. They changed their point of view. In my opinion, the five years or so in Princeton Road, crippled like that, are the important ones to focus on, as well as the years leading up to that. But I have yet to write up a succinct, clear account of things, people have to pick through my materials to piece it together].
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I had a question about bureaucracy, so I thought I’d answer with this:
Bureaucracy is important, it is incredibly important! But law is more important. But what is above law? It is just culture, I guess?
Law above bureaucracy
Culture above law
I want a culture of words, written word.
But also spoken word, face to face.
A culture where we value… the written word, speech, and reason. Without that sort of culture, it is hard to maintain good law?
The Greek word "logos" (λόγος) can be translated as "word," "speech," "reason," or "the way things are".
Without a culture that values logos, it is hard to maintain an environment where we can have good law (and rule of law). And without good law, it is hard to maintain an environment where we can have good bureaucracy. And also hard to maintain a good environment for business. And therefore hard to maintain a good civilisation.
See: clock of the long now, pace layers
Sunday, 1 June
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I want a healthy spine/torso and a strong mind.
After that, I’ll figure it out.
I don’t want to deal with my spine being held hostage lol.
The head of a foreign nation, I told him I had been tortured, and he didn’t even listen. He wouldn’t even let me use the word torture. A head of state has a responsibility.
He had been doing things to my back that would cause me to become like I was in Princeton road.
Can I get the volume turned up? I can’t hear properly. Communication is really hard.
Saturday, 31 May
Is my spine being held hostage?
Idea for a narrative:
They broke a man’s body, using mnc technology. And then kept it broken, using the same technology, so that they could control him.
[edit: mnc means “multi national corporations”]
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When I get interrupted while I am resting, it interferes with my ability to rest.
I would like to listen to Chopin or classical in silence to rest please.
Thursday, 29th May
Can you guys bend/break some bureaucratic rules so that I can get some sleep?
And also, can we get father excluded? I don’t want him in charge?
How to implement no hive-mind tech without consent
Telecommunication infrastructure holders are required by law to hold records of all abrades in a database in a database
The information can be accessed by police with a search warrant or production order
Give me a full record of all abrades used on person xyz
The police can then prosecute the people who “abraded” for assault, battery, or whatever
It is sorted out by police, prosecutor, courts
[[Hypothetically: Implement through CIR. Start campaign by mailer to ALL letter boxes in nz. Write up two page summary of what you want, and how it works. Self contained. Include ideas for propaganda. Mail it out.
Once people read it, start a centralised organisation for marketing, and then start doing petitions. People can honestly just start doing their own marketing if you’re doing a bad job.]]
Student activists do the first step, get the mailer done.
Respectable person in community leads the second phase. A lawyer with a good reputation, and a set of half a dozen people form a society for pushing this ONE law. They do marketing (centralised and decentralised), then petition, then referendum etc. marketing includes instructions to street level activists, with guidance on pamphlets, posters, stickers etc. to provide good branding. But also standard old media etc… students can follow along and donate, or whatever “songs about, I hate the hivemind”
Even if the campaign doesn’t win…. Umm, you get a lot of cut through and mind share. You have changed the cultural milieu dramatically. Maybe the next country over does a better job…
Wednesday, 28th May
Micro faraday office, kit set
Size of two king single beds side-by-side
Height is either 1.98 interior or 2.4 interior (basic, premium)
Wood panel interior
Nice polished wood floor
Tubular steel framing
Clad in sheet steel
Product idea, not politics idea
Two guys deliver it in a van, and assemble it for you, in your home’s second lounge (high stud ceiling). You opted for the 2.4m high version. They assemble it for you.
You put a rug, a desk, a chair, and a floor lamp (incandescent bulb) in it.
When you step into it, you have good floors, classy wood walls, a rug, nice wooden desk and a good computer chair, and your laptop. You feel at home.
Replicate, spread
Decentralised, profit motive
[edit: this idea doesn’t work. But if you were to sandwich something like it in between two faraday containers then it probably works. Edit made on 1st February 2026]
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Umm. I’ve been totally misrepresented in life.
Maybe… 80% misrepresented
==> David tries so hard to tell the truth that he is basically impossible to believe
[edit: someone who tries to be honest and truthful sometimes comes across as a liar when over edited. It’s hard to explain. Edit made 1 February 2026].
Tuesday, 26th May:
Please do not hurt my body with your politics!
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The story Screwtape Proposes a Toast is well worth a read. The whole screwtape thing is pretty clever, but the short story (essay?) “Screwtape Proposes a Toast” is magnificent.
I hurt myself putting laundry into the dryer lol ðŸ«
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The volume is so low that I can’t really hear what people are saying.
I am badly sleep deprived. I need sleep.
Monday, 25th May:
Tbh, I can hardly hear myself think some of the time over the past year or so. Brainwashing?
Alternative version: do a faraday cage just big enough for a single bed. Sleep in it. Big market, or so I am told? Just an idea
I want to relax and pace back and forth. And do literally nothing. Umm. Maybe junk food.
Umm, maybe create personal themes of media I like. But only if harassed. Not philosophical! More “this is me”
Sunday, 24th May:
Read in this order please:
Hi all, could you read things in this order? I’m a little disorganised at the moment 🙃
Letter to Larry page
Repurposed soul
Open letter
Not a hivemind guy
After that, just read whatever you want.
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The other stuff is a bit sloppy, maybe not for general audience?
(Fwiw, “How did I get this way” isn’t finished yet…)
“Integrity torso” is maybe not useful for general audience?
There is a lot of misc in text dump and “today”, but it’s messy and meh. Skip them unless you’re bored.
[[(If you’re weird and keep hearing about boxing, there’s one segment in the text dump about it. But tbh I’m a book worm, video game guy irl in my teens), just search for “martial arts” in the “text dump” page.]]
[[also, sample of books that I have read in text dump. Just search for “misc books” in the “text dump” page]]
Downplay
[edit: at the time I tried to downplay the boxing thing. In hindsight perhaps I should have just put together a plain and simple post about it and then been willing to argue to defend it? But I dunno. Downplaying it might have been a mistake. But the truth is that I was a fanatical reader, and a devoted and enthusiastic gamer. And also it was true that both books and video games were more important to me, and that a lot of my social life revolved around games as well, such as regular Halo get togethers at my home, or PC lan parties at my home, or visits to the internet cafe. These were part of my life at the same time as boxing. And were more important to me. I was playing halo 2 with my friends, and games over lan, and battlefield at the internet cafe, and natural selection with a clan at home, and reading lots of books. That was my “identity”, or what I was into, along with things like boxing and fitness. I got into fitness as well, sporadically. Because that’s part of it! And yes, I did practise boxing! And yes I did work at at! But that’s what I mean. Reading, video games, fitness, boxing, school work were all just part of life, as were table tennis, cards and board games with Dad, and Church, and Christianity, and reading the Bible, and daily devotions, and going to youth group, and seeing old friends from the past two towns I lived in. And I watched TV and movies, just like [almost] everyone else. And lifted some weights, and rode my bike. And like, a bench and weights show up at you home, and then you just use them. And working at my Dad’s shop sometimes, or picking fruit to make money, or cleaning school classrooms, or dreaming about becoming an inventor. Or writing in my many “ideas books”. And reading to fuel the ability to have ideas, and for self improvement in general. And that was just my mid to late teens.]
Saturday, 23th May:
Intention:
I will hopefully write up my health stuff soon. So that you can understand.
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FWIW, I’m book guy and a video game guy more than other stuff like boxing etc.
I can’t put on my shoes to go to the supermarket and back at the moment, nor can I sweep up the cashews.
Friday, 23rd May:
This is just an example of how I think:
The technology of reading changes you.
30 minutes a day of almost literally anything works. Novels, non-fiction, short stories, essays. Try to find something with good English. The quality of language matters. PG Wodehouse, Terry Pratchett, Lord of the Rings, Kazuo Ishiguro, Ray Bradbury, Daniel Defoe, Jonathan Swift, Murakami, Vonnegut, Catherine Mansfield, Jane Austen, Will Durant, Phillip K Dick, William Gibson, Scott F. Fitzgerald, Michael Pollan. Biographies and autobiographies are good: scientists, entrepreneurs, statesmen or whatever (for example, Walter Isaacson). Histories, or whatever. Pop science is good too.
Cut the lowest 20% of quality from your reading list. For example, something like Ready Player One doesn’t make the cut, because the writing is so poor.
The technology and activity of reading literally rewires your mind. It improves your capacity for abstract thinking and verbal reasoning. It is one of the most powerful (and simple) technologies out there.
Thursday, 22nd May
Some people think that I am the “boxing guy”. But I am not. I am the type of guy who used to love books and video games. I’m a book guy much more than a video game guy or sports guy, or anything tbh.
Wednesday 21st, May
Random idea..
Arizona: CIR, binding:
It is a criminal offence for a telco company to use telco tower to make your nervous system go *spaz*. Penalty, confiscation of assets.
Propaganda first: pamphlets (every letterbox), posters, stickers
-can use police and judges against the towers
-use this as inspiration only?? Idk. Arizona = example only
- need critical mass of freedom cubes before you can use this intervention: both locally and internationally
-you need change management plan (don’t call it an ideology): cubes, pamphlets, propaganda materials,legal planning documents, education, whatever, ideas, sample referendum question, various scenarios
[anti hivemind, change management plan]
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[[destroy the dark tower - cs Lewis]]
[[break milieu control]]
[[destroy “that hideous strength”]]
Product: Micro faraday room in garage of non-fae
He can now be free from mental domination for a bit.
[[create freedoms cages, propaganda war (to break milieu control), engineer your own soul space]]
[[step into your freedom prison, and create the book of Tak]] , but only if you want to ( or the curriculum for brainwashing inc)
[[A small number of men engage in Deprogramming and reverse social engineering (as a hobby). It really isn’t very many]] - hacker mentality, I’m not the boss of you
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1. Create a “bloke deliverable” “faraday micro room” that can go into a garage. Can have a 2 person conversation inside it.
2. Create your own version of “not a hivemind guy” letter
3. Smarty pants can reverse engineer what I said in various letters, create “thought work technologies”
4. Normal guy, just have discussions and then figure out how to do grassroots propaganda to break “milieu control” ==> and then leaders will create themselves automatically, “the movement picks the leader”
0. Step zero: print out everything I have said, and then create a micro faraday room for yourself. Read my content inside the room. And then think for yourself.
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Step one: I want blueprints for a “faraday micro room”
2.5 by 2.5 by 1 1.8 tall guy. You put it in a mates garage. He pays 2-3k.
Do a prototype. Put blog of building it online.
Parameters: has to be “bloke deliverable”
Size = bloke deliverable, on wheels
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“Pretend that there are natural laws and objective values that education should teach children to recognise“
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The “abolition of man” project is evil, because it destroys your autonomy of soul.
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[[Internet + rule of law + autonomy + open expression + binding CIR]]
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Please ignore, I am experiencing political situation:
1. productise faraday cupboard: 2.5 m by 2.5 m
Kit set object
2..Then millionaires subsidise it to make it affordable
3. The rest is obvious
4. Normal people meditate, write, have conversations
20 meditate daily, 20 write daily, conversation at least weekly
5. (Autonomy of mind is cool), break milieu control
6. Abolition of man: read, do stuff that is opposite
7. Rule of law always
8. Create own manifestos of psych change protocol
9. With popular faraday cage, normal can go MEP for wallfacer, within a faraday cube.
10. Productise faraday cage 2.5x2.5, use sheet metal read my letter “not a hivemind”, it’s your job to take it from there
Do blueprints for faraday cupboard, put online. Use a CAD software. For blue prints.
A bloke in small town, with some tech knowledge, can create faraday cage/cupboard to order, 3k. You put deliver it to their house, put it into their garage. No assembly required.
Any bloke + chick with a two car garage can have a faraday cupboard delivered into their driveway, and out into their garage. They have a freedom space to converse in.
I apologise for low quality of discourse, I am experiencing a bit of political problem lol, v fatigued
I have been told that I should mention that I studied coml201 in university (before dropping out halfway through). And have read whole textbooks in criminology, sociology, psychology (I read the first year vic uni psych textbook)
Monday, 19th May
Back when I was about 13/14
Parents split, and father left just before I started high school at age 13. My father deliberately undermined my relationship with my mother. I used to get along with my mother before that 😒. Parents shouldn’t destroy their kids relationships with the other parent. It’s one of the easiest ways to destroy a child’s life.. I left Taradale (Hawkes Bay) to live with him at age 15. Disruptions etc
Sunday, 18th May
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Politics: this is a repeat
No hive mind tech without consent.
Nationalise telecommunications assets (for national security)
Government provides basic platforms (YouTube + medium + aggregator), NZers elect their own moderation board
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Elaboration:
hive mind consent = consent form at district court “I am happy for the system to access my brain and my nervous system for the purpose of fae games”
telco assets include spark, chorus, cell towers etc.
Government basic platforms: New Zealanders can elect their own moderation board by mail ballot for “government basic platforms” YouTube + medium + aggregator
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People have faraday cupboards, voluntary (buy your own) [ it’s 2.5 metre by 2.5 metre standalone unit, can fit it in your spare room, will create picture later, like a wall in wardrobe ]
We introduce binding citizens initiated referendums (initiated by petition).
[[added a little later: freedom cube, brainwashing inc., ideas on how to cope, not a hivemind guy]]
Saturday, 17th May
My brain hurts too much to be able to think properly, let alone write an essay. I worry that it is damaging my health.
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You ought not to break a man’s torso, and then use his broken torso as a tool of domination and control.
Human rights?
Friday, 16th May
Status: my back hurts, I’m exhausted, it’s hard to think or to write
I cannot get enough space to type properly, so I cannot advocate for myself by “telling my story”, and I don’t have an advocate
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No hive mind tech without consent.
Nationalise telecommunications assets (for national security)
Government provides basic platforms (YouTube + medium + aggregator), NZers elect their own moderation board
****
Elaboration:
hive mind consent = consent form at district court “I am happy for the system to access my brain and my nervous system for the purpose of fae games”
telco assets include spark, chorus, cell towers etc.
Government basic platforms: New Zealanders can elect their own moderation board by mail ballot for “government basic platforms” YouTube + medium + aggregator
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People have faraday cupboards, voluntary (buy your own)
We introduce binding citizens initiated referendums (initiated by petition).
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I used to wash my arm pits with a flannel on a coat hanger.
For 7 years, spine borked. Torso fucked.
Thursday 15th May:
Today I keep on getting hit by mind abrades. Because of this, I cannot form complete sentences. Or write clearly. It is a massive problem because I really want to finish writing up the health thing, and then the other thing.
I’m being hit by mind abrades pretty hard. I fear that they may contribute to long term harm. I think Xi is in charge
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Walking back and forth
Listening to music while sitting down
This will help me to rebuild the integrity/support of my torso/back
From you guys: safety and security while recovering
And: Slow unabrade over days and weeks
I hope to be able to do squats within the next couple of weeks. Those will help a lot.
[edit: I had intended to use this page for my basic daily comments, but I fell out of the habit. The original idea was that whatever I put on this page remains here unchanged. I don’t edit it. I don’t change it around heaps. That way people can rely on it. It was supposed to be a reliable record of what has happened. But then I didn’t really use it, which is often the way with these things. And my life is very difficult, which means that is difficult to get even a few minutes to myself to write sometimes. It has been like this for months. Since April last year. They pretend that they’re just “fogged” my mind. But they really have hurt me quite badly. And communication is hard. It really is hard. I tend to be writing under quite severe and unpleasant conditions.] this update was made on the 1st of February 2026.
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