Thought reform aka brainwashing

Thursday, 12th June, 2025

Thought reform, aka brainwashing v1.1

Definition:

"Thought reform" is a calculated strategy of social action designed to convert individuals to another ideology through a long-term process, during which threat underlies all experiences.

“Brainwashing” is the process of pressurizing someone into adopting radically different beliefs by using systematic and often forcible means.

Thought reform:

I experienced a year and three months of “thought reform technique”. 

Oligarch games were used as a form of thought reform, aka brainwashing

I had to play their games all day, every day, with virtually no breaks. I was running around performing challenges for them, and answering questions about sex, and what I want in life. And I have to use their definitions, their cognitive frameworks, and their style of thinking. Sometimes a few breaks. There were constant questions and answers, and other mental conversation. I didn’t want to do any of it!?! I had to give the right answers, this was enforced by means of pain, fear, and fear of massive harm (we will put you in a wheelchair, aka we’ll break you down to what you were in Princeton road, or worse). “If you answer wrong, we hurt you” “if you refuse to play the game, or lose, we’ll put you in a wheelchair”. I wasn’t allowed a pen and notebook for a lot of it. My brain function was impeded electronically. Umm. The constant dialogue itself prevents/blocks proper thinking. You can’t think in your own voice very easily. You cannot use your own inner voice to reason at length. They tried to create in me a new ethic and world view. I don’t like their world view. It is awful.

Not only does the brainwashing attempt to change your point of view, but it basically means that you cannot use your own inner voice to reason at length. You cannot think in full sentences. You cannot engage in inner dialogue (questions and answers). I also cannot use a journal to help me to reason.

If I can’t reason at length, or in complete sentences, or in proper dialogue, or write in a notebook. I just can’t think that well. I can’t have a proper mental framework for action.

Explanation/notes:

By the way, if/when I try to stop playing their games, they hurt me until I start playing their games again.

If, within the privacy of your own mind, you decide to ignore them. They hurt you. For example. They “gravity” you, or sunburn you, or body spaz you, or mind blast you. While talking into your brain even harder. And they break down, or threaten to break down your spinal support. [they can hurt your back badly]

When I didn’t listen to them, or play properly, in Bluff, Twizel, Ashburton, Te Anau etc. they hurt me. Bluff was horrible.

And so you cannot ignore them. You cannot even take a break to just read for a couple of hours!?

I wanted to run away the whole time!! But I couldn’t!!! I have been trying to escape from these games for a year and three months.

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It is “fae oligarch sex games” modified into thought reform technique.

Ummm. It is thought reform technique modified to penetrate deep into your skull, and nervous system. It isn’t just words outside your head, but electronic methods to insert words directly into your head.

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Ummm. After (and at the) Copthorne hotel, they damaged me extremely badly. They collectively damaged me very badly.

They threatened to destroy me, and now here I am.

I am now incapable of walking to the shops to buy groceries. I am in a fair bit of pain, and I cannot sleep. I have been experiencing SEVERE sleep deprivation. Averaging just a few hrs a night since 18th April.

I haven’t had a proper shower since I arrived back in the Hutt. I think my last proper shower was in the Copthorne. I could still shower back in Palmerson North. I can’t wash my hair anymore.

I can’t wear t-shirts at the moment. Pretty unwell. I’m in pain. Have to wear a jacket instead. I don’t wear normal clothes. I could force a t-shirt on. But, umm. It’s not worth it. It would hurt me too much.

My spine hurts..

They’ve hurt me extremely badly.

They were like, do it our way, or we will break your body. I didn’t do it their way, and so they broke my body.

[I left the Copthorne on a flight from 

Auckland to Wellington on 18 April]

[it is now June 12th]

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Addendum:

{there was a particular incident, I might explain it later

Tentative explanation/description:

They were like: You have to think our way, adopt our pattern of thought!

But for me, the attitude space I had was one of "I will have my own thoughts, and pattern of 

thought, even if you hurt me. Sod off.}

// It’s not a very good description. Time for sleep.

// if you know, you know

Added an edit on the 13th June: [they can hurt your back badly]