Letter to Larry Page

 //this is a little bit postmodern

 

To Larry Page [[text dump on WhatsApp]]

 

This happened to me about 2-3 days ago:

 

Modi tortured me! He took my rib cage, with his electronic hands and forced it down, towards my pelvis. He didn't have to do it all that hard, because my rib cage is already screwed and not well supported. It was torture, it was horrifying! I let out a guttural scream. There was a strong feeling of pain/terror. I would describe it as a feeling of inner horror, a feeling of "organism under threat".

 

Umm, I had to stifle my scream a bit because the (excuse the tone! Being tortured fucks with you a bit) "the part of the organism that lets you scream was being placed under threat too" (the rib cage).

 

 

[[larry page certifies severe torture, unequivocally]]


// added after the letter


modi apologised unequivocally for the torture, after we had a conversation. I accepted his apology, even though I feel tremendous unhappiness about the situation. We agreed that the "empathy space" wasn't good due to the medium. He also hadn't quite realised that I was a rational man and intelligent enough to discuss stuff.



[[{I am adding this on 2nd June Monday: this incident was possibly the most painful thing I have ever experienced, with the time my father tortured me being the second worst}]]

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