Integrity Torso Compromised (Update)

// local Shotokan guy certified

Integrity Torso Compromised (Update)

The integrity of my torso has been compromised, which means that back abrades cause a disproportionate amount of harm.

9 years ago:

The sternum went forwards, the thoracic spine flattened, the shoulder blades shifted up. The chest shifted forwards, kind of. And now the integrity of my torso has been compromised.

Life with a ruined torso (descriptive):

I lived in a horrible situation with ruined torso for about seven years.

The NZ oligarchy observed it on “TV”. They even took votes and the majority voted to keep me in there. Even NZ members of parliament were watching and voting.

The oligarchy kept me there in the hopes of extracting a massive amount of money.

Profit motive.

I was to be brainwashed into being a part of some sort of sex hotel, for them to profit. As well as propaganda.

Living with a ruined torso is awful. You have to widget your body all the time, and widget your emotions. You have to be calm and totally controlled (100% full attention) just to survive.

When the spine/torso are ruined, the arms and legs lack support. The arms end up pinned to the sides of the body.

I had to use a flannel on a coat hanger to wash my armpits…

The whole nervous system was kinda screwed up (dead, lifeless, muted???). Nervous system didn’t work properly (blocked, disrupted, inhibited???).

Seven years.

They could have let me heal/recover by “unabrading” if they’d wanted to. That is, they could have released the muscles in my pelvis and upper back to let me heal. But they didn’t. They kept me that way for years.

How can you even live in a world like that?

It was hell on earth.

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Updates made in December 5th:

Update: the integrity of the pelvis/hips relationship had already been compromised by then, via my own hip muscles, but also the shoulder-chest/back relationship had already been badly disrupted as well. Over a long period of time, weeks-to-months in both cases. As for pelvis (pelvic tilt spills forward, hips turned out and back - or something like that. Proprioception doesn’t work properly once stuff like that happens).

Update two, a rewording: they pulled my back out of place, and left it that way for years. (They pulled my back out of place and actively kept it that way for years).

Note 1: these updates were made long after the shotokan instructor certified the first main body of the article.

Note 2: Bork: informal, cause (something, especially a computer application or piece of hardware) to stop working properly.

Ps: I still need to rewrite this.